scored 17 points for L1R4 and 23 points for L1R5 lol. seeing the NA results of overall average gives me nervous feeling, many people failed english and probably krishnan is very disappointed that we didnt get at least 9X% or 100% which he thinks we can do it rofl. i scored C6 for english though, n it's strange that i didnt fail my english since when doing the o level compo i was having like absolutely no mood on doing it and writing craps for both part 1 n 2 compo lol. and my english do sucks but i didnt fail. well anyway i was hoping for a 14 - 16 but in the end i scored 17 for L1R4 sucks -.- i thought i would get like A1 or A2 for A maths n A2 of E maths but both got b3 -.- and there like my humanities teacher said that combine humans is a easy subject to score, turns out it's like what she said. i didnt do any combine humans homework for the whole year, just go for school exams n listen abit in lessons, then last minute of studying combine humanities especially those formats on how should i write in SS and memorising all shits the day before the day of geog n SS paper, n i could eventually score B3 wow. thats y i said studying too much is useless -.- one of the example can be seen on N level A maths, there's a guy who is called zhong kai who put in much more effort by doing his A maths homework most of the time n even had a private tuition while for me i just had nothing, never do homework n no tuition but just pay much attention in classes n do some of his junks questions he gave at classes rofl. i could scored A2 n the fat guy scored B3 or B4, couldn't remember.

N BEFORE I COLLECT MY RESULTS IN SCHOOL, AROUND 1 PM AT HOME, THERE'S AN IDIOT IN MY MSN CONTACT CALL JORDON TAN YONG MING ASKED ME HOW MUCH SCORE I EXPECTED, I TOLD HIM I EXPECT 14 - 16 N HE SAID THAT I M DREAMING TOO MUCH LIKE I ALWAYS DO N HE SAID THAT I WOULD GET 3x SCORE. IN THE END BEFORE I GOT BACK MY RESULTS HE CALLED ONE-LEGGED MAT N TOLD HIM THAT HE, HIMSELF SCORED 3X I AT THERE KEEP LOL THAT HE IS EVENTUALLY CURSING HIMSELF LA AHAHAHAHAHA

choosing courses in poly was a dilemma, i didnt knew what to choose until the very last day, monday midnight which is around 2 am i started to look at all the magazines n shits they post to us to our postal box, n looking at the booklet. my 1st choice was T01 which was business rofl. my 2nd choice is like TP information technology or some craps, then my 5th choices is SP business then information technology lol. i didnt look at the other crap courses because i having no interest in it. well knowing that COP for business in year 2007 was 15, so i was worried that i couldnt get into TP business. but then one-legged mat told me that he was applying for JPSAE for his culinary shits course in TP, therefore i too applied for JPSAE for T01 also, was writing craps like how i won the Smart board game competition in may 30th which was organised by SMU n played among like 100 students from different sec school lol. then i wrote that i m a entrepreneur that have my mesos-trading business rofl. wondered if they will look at it n consider me...hope so -.-

能不能够让我 再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你 彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清

i love this part of the song that i m playing on my blog now. the song is like the guy felt so restricted on his doing, probably like how i felt to her but well.... the feeling is like i m lost on my path to the next day and what should i do, the feeling really do sucks n makes u feel so empty, emo, feel that life sucks, feel very unfair, feel that world is bored, feel that there's nothing for u to do in the world, there's nothing in the earth, u just live for nothing.