Got back my CARC paper today. Scored 35/40, kinda feel happy because I am like the 3rd among the 19 students in my class? And I met my expectation of scoring A for my tests. Hope that I can score A for other 5 tests, I am aiming for GPA 4.0 this year. GPA 3.5 + for next year, hope my aim comes true although I don't really studies or do my homework or projects. Maybe like what my brother told me long ago that you don't really need to study, you just need to pay attention in class like him and do some revisions before the tests to score good. However I want to be better that I don't really need to do homework to get good results :) Just like Saturday in Nan Chiau what Mr Lee told me that I proved him wrong that "no need to do homework also can score B3 for A Maths". The reason I am doing this is because I think I want to maximise my brain potential to the max, probably I want to be some knowledgable, clever guy... I want to prove that doing homework isn't that useful, understanding the concept is the best. Understanding beats practising without understanding.

Ok, tomorrow having stupid CMSK test, I don't think I can do well for the email test because I don't even memorise the email writing format, oh wait! Does that means my GPA 4.0 is going to die!? Nah I only consider GPA 4.0 for the Module Core, not TP Core.

Hancock preview out at Wednesday, anyone wants to watch the movie on Wednesday - Saturday? Either one of the day will do. I need to rush for my Cisco Networking Academy tests and lectures slides soon on the e-learning portal -.-" and my stupid projects and java programming. And the 4th July Cisco trip is cancel :( kinda sad. So I think I can only stay at home doing nothing, or just watching Naruto like this few days. Still on Naruto Shippuden Episode 42, well I am slow because I didn't catch Naruto like since early secondary five because I got boring enough waiting for the 'make-up' of Naruto to grow up from his training over. Then I lost interest in watching Naruto afterwards and now I am watching just to kill time..

(Well eventually I wrote in using better English now okay? Just for this post only because I don't have the feel of writing with 'shitty engrish'. And stop complaining for my careless spelling and language for some of you - you know who you are...)

i m feeling kinda boring n sian. now i dont feel like doing whatever n the feeling of missing someone is getting stronger. hm i think i need some sleep, but now isnt the right time for me to sleep yet. what should i do? i dont even have any mood to do anything, watching movie? playing dota? sorry no mood at all. i can only listen to songs now, currenting listening to these 3 songs - yang zhong wei - yang cong, yang cheng lin - zhi xiang ai ni & shi mian de shui mei ren. probably this 3 songs i nv get sick of yet after listening like so many times.

i feel like dying now, how i wish i dont exist in this world, i wan to feel myself doesnt belong in this world now. oh god, how i wish u just let me die or suddenly disappear from the world without letting me knowing plz -.-

there's nothing for me to do now, i dont to go out because singapore is damn small n what can i do? nothing at all. beside movie (when there's like no much movie currently) there's like nothing more i can do so just let me die (although with regretness) but i just wan to disappear in thin air from this dumb world.

perhaps i just hate tonight, i wan sunlight now! i want to see some peaceful scenary to rest my mind now, probably a beach sight-seeing the sea or some high mountain sight-seeing or sitting somewhere to listen to the birds chipping.

(or perhaps i m too stress?)

i feel such a failure in life :(

feeling so tired. ever after since school re-open, i sleep like 3 - 4 hours daily only -.- always sleep around 4 am ++ n wake up at 7.20 am like that lol.. althought i have another 2 - 3 hours afternoon nap after school, i still feel tired lol. this week is lucky because some of the lectures n tutorials are cancelled and my school on tuesday is released at 4 pm, wednesday 3 pm. however later my school still ends at 5 pm. just completed CARC project of my part in the group doing software analysing under a scenario of ethical hacker newbie. took me hours and days of reading articles about hacking although it's just extra knowledge for me lol. probably i got back some kick for getting knowledge to be a hacker like i used to be a few years ago.

well the CMaths1 enrichment talk talks about how binary value system came about and i find it quite awesome n interesting that it was originated from the taoist bagua mirror ROFL! so we should be proud of the taoist bagua mirror that eventually gives us the binary value system which all computers had to use for storing datas, even hardware engineers also uses binary value system for their transistors, e.g. 5 volt = binary value "1" in a bit. lol. so without the binary value system, we will lack of technology in the world, thinking a time that we live without handphone, air-con, computers, televisions and etc etc... n most of our technologies used in our daily life nowadays are computers because they have a processor in it!

n well my eyes are @_@ although i dont feel like sleeping because i m used to sleep late lol. so what should i do now? thinking of skipping lectures till 1 pm then go school, but well 9 am have CMaths2 enrichment talk which gives us some donoe wadever point lol. so i think i better not skip it :(

WANTED. RELEASED TODAY! i want to watch...HANCOCK is another movie i think which is nice too. http://sg.movies.yahoo.com/It looks kinda funny too. n dont ever watch 21 because DVD rip off version is already available for download through internet (i know it's warez n i m breaking my 10 commandments lolol) but well why spend money when u can catch a same quality movie without spending money lol.

李圣杰 - 眼底星空

你好喜欢看我眼睛
你说是宇宙的缩影
只要没有分离 天气晴 能看见星星
我努力爱你宠你调整自己

我是邻居还是伴侣
时间带来残忍结局
在爱情的隔壁 住友情 界线太锐利
对不起 就一刀切开所有亲密

眼底星空 流星开始坠落
每一滴眼泪说着你要好好走
转过身跌入黑洞
看着天长地久变两种漂泊
男人流泪比流血加倍心痛

眼底星空 流星跌落手中
我静静握着抬头向上天祈求
愿你先找到温柔
有人包扎伤口也挡住寂寞
谢谢你陪我陪爱 听雨吹风

用三年去维系感情
用三秒钟结束关系
剩回忆能回去 能温习 能把你抱紧
就算爱烧成灰烬 扬起变乌云

眼底星空 流星开始坠落
每一滴眼泪说着你要好好走
转过身跌入黑洞
看着天长地久变两种漂泊
男人流泪比流血加倍心痛

眼底星空 流星跌落手中
我静静握着抬头向上天祈求
愿你先找到温柔
有人包扎伤口也挡住寂寞
谢谢你陪我陪爱 听雨吹风
谢谢他给你　给爱另一个星空

this song is nice. poetic. how he express his relationship n his feeling, i like it. the way he sing the song is quite emo and faithful to the girl he like. in ktv this is one of the song i like most to sing hahahaha.

WHAT CAN I SAY? I M NOW OFFICIALLY 18 YEARS OLD!

tomorrow, or soon my birthday is coming. didn't get excited about it but i am disappointed about it. because this is like 1st time in my life on my birthday and i have school on -.- n it's very demoralising to have your birthday on the first day of school re-open. n i still havent touch my CCNA academy studies nor the projects i need to pass up on late july n etc.

n especially tomorrow i have lessons till 6 pm n need to stay back after that for CARC project discussion with my group members. so i m kinda sad about tomorrow n that's why i dont have any mood to really celebrate my 18th birthday -.-

incredible tales soon @ 10 pm! i missed the last 2 episode n this episode i dont want to miss it again. n what do the texts on my monitor screen now looks so weird? is it my eyes or the font i m using? @_@ some letters automatically move/change by itself after i typed something.

n now i shall wish myself happy birthday with an emo song...

dumb yong chuan broke my zeus egg score in draft with his cmi potm. he deserves to ban himself to use potm in draft. now i finally lost 1 round using zeus in draft, thd too, 1 lose currently. however my zeus is like play more than 10 rounds of draft compared to thd around 5 rounds.

now i m feeling hungry @_@ but there isnt any food instead of instant packet noodle which is so troublesome to cook zzz.

DONT MESS WITH THE ZOHAN, nobody wan watch tomorrow? zzz.

recently been listening to jay zhou song again. no idea why but maybe all the songs i heard gets kinda bored to me now. one of the song i recently keep listening to is the song i currently playing on my blog. i like the music n lyrics, peaceful n beautifulness comes into my mind when i heard them. the instructmental musics is nice.

hmm.. the song is about admiring a girl hair that is so beautiful. to me a beautiful hair will be just natural colour, long hair. i dont really like dyed hair because the hair doesnt looks natural anymore, n seriously i think melissa, a P6 classmate of mine told me that i like long hair girls n i think she's damn right about it rofl.

well girls without long hair dont even looks like girl, that's what i think. n i remember mathew also agreed with me or something like that.

`*one gh _ x ツ I Will Nv Save Ky Ever Again says (5:16 AM):
rmb i wont save u anymore

n well gao hui been a loser because my tormented soul dont wan to save his potm in the last draft match i played when he got ganged up by 3 stunners n i left without helping him stun so he could leap away n now he's so petty about it. n i dont wanna die because those gay bad-mannered opponents keep aiming my tormented soul that i couldnt farm n die a few times tanking attacks and luring them. eventually we still won and we bad-mannered them like the them, especially the rogue knight starting been a retarded keep capping n say to all "HUAT AH ZEUS" when both of them at mid lane -.- and yong chuan is the zeus. haha so we won n all of us say "HUAT AH" hahahaha, kinda retarded + nub opponents -.- n those who call me "slave" hero users, u all better remember yr words cuz next time i use supporter heroes i wont let u all farm nor help le, i will go engage ok? call me supporter user n then i will give support hahaha.

ok ju xian told me he left comment for my post few days ago n now i finally found it, i thought he was lying to me first n well but who knows that someone will really use the comment instead of the tagbox for commenting. rofl.

11/06

woke up around 12 pm. went to gym with jr n gh at around 2 pm. jr was teaching me how to do according to build my muscles LOL and those stationary how to do. so i was doing till my hand were feel so heavy. ok i admit i m weak, but well i dont go to gym that often. n this is my 2nd time going. i remember that i m weak till eventually i lost to a girl call yanling in nan chiau on arm wrestling at sec 1. i cant forget LOL n i remember she said she got go to gym n show me her muscle n it was bigger than mine alot LOL, well she is older than me by 1 years old though. so i think i need to go gym more laaaaaaa......

then we do till like 3 pm + then we went hougang plaza downstair eat chicken rice. i eat so much n jr didnt expect me to eat finish cuz i ordered like freaking large. i was so full after that. then we went home.

reached home then went to bed till like 7 pm. cab to serangoon garden around 7.25 pm to meet richmond, karsan n weikang. many of them pang seh us la, say wan go in the end keep delay delay then we wait till like 9 pm they say dont wan come. i didnt have my dinner cuz i was still full after eating chicken rice so i just went there to slack n drink coffee bean. then after that i n richmond took bus 73 n 109 home while the other 2 cabbed to hougang. think i have been quite no life for the past few days staying at home dota-ing all the time since sunday. especially can say saturday since it's also dota-ing but just not at home but at jr house haha.

ok basically i lied on my bed for like almost 2 hours or so, since 4.30 am i have been trying to sleep but i just cant sleep. probably it's the effect after drinking mocha ice blended. my body is feeling aches now after the gym. n later i need to wake up around 1 pm @_@ n 2 pm i need to go gao hui house to put my laptop there since at night we will be having dota marathon. n then incredible hulk later @ the cathay so need to book ticket early since later is the official open date of the movie. n now i can't get to sleep, donoe what will happen later to me. probably too tired. i m freezing due to the air con now n i think i need to afk my desktop now n run song to make me sleep. ok so i going to sleep now, i yawn too much now but i cant get to sleep, everytime i yawn i m feeling aches on my shoulder and hand muscle. my hands are so freaking heavy. n gao hui say without good sleep the muscle wont grow :(

think dota-ing is the only thing that could let me temporary stop thinking of anything n concentrate on it while playing. if not every second i would be thinking of something..... those stress n emo feeling comes...

wow raining heavily with thunderstorm now. i love this kind of weather specially at night. good for sleeping, i love the sound of rainfalls n thunderstorm. the cooling breeze is nice toooooo.

how i hope that i can play in the rain n stand in the middle of rain n bath on it (since i still havent bath) but no one pei me zzzzzz.

车子里收音机空气中还飘着雨
在这个深夜里你应该在他那里
有多久没再遇见你
房里没了你的气息
而我终于扔掉了你给我的所有东西

我可以填满了生活里每寸空隙
我知道不容易但我仍试着继续
听说你比从前开心
我还能有怎样的情绪
除了祝福我不想再多说一句

他很好他多好
这些我并不想要知道
再难忘掉多狂烈的拥抱
这回忆他怎么给的到
他多好
和我不同的好
最后是谁不重要
因为我知道
爱情不能做比较

就算是今天换一个人依靠
明天谁又比谁好
爱看不到听不到怎么做比较

别再说他很好他多好
这些我并不想要知道
再难忘掉多狂烈的拥抱
这回忆他怎么给的到
他多好
和我不同的好
最后是谁不重要
因为我知道
爱情不能做比较
希望你知道
爱情不能做比较

"爱看不到听不到怎么做比较" i very agree to this statement. love is just a feeling, which cannot be seen or heard, once u have the special feeling that it, you are in love. so how can u compare love right?

this song is nice. i prefer baby version than pin guan version, pin guan sing like no much feeling/emotion one.

currently listening to liang jing ru - qin qin.

this song gives me some nostalgic feeling. i remember i was like keep listening to this song end of 2006 when i was working at raffles hotel. listening when i was slacking downstair at kitchen, during mrt rides, during breaks n so on. this song makes me think of someone working in raffles hotel oso LOL. i remember her name was call some low hui ting. her smile is always like the qin qin song haha, lively smile. she's older than me by 2 years old i remember, n she always forget how to pronounce my name n she even told jingyuan n chuekman that i m cute rofl cuz i m like a sotong n always tio bullied by them 2. haha she's good that i took advantage of her by keep asking her for drink LOL n she's so nice to keep giving us drink from her bar counter secretly. n ok she's oso the first girl to grab my hand n hold my hand LOL n i was feeling so shocked at the moment because beside my mother n relatives, no one hold my hand like that before lol. but it was because she was bringing me to somewhere to take things LOL. n i m quite sensitive when it comes to stuff like this.


"Count every 'F ' in the following text:
FINISHED FILES ARE THE RESULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTIFIC STUDY COMBINED WITH THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS...

Anyone who counts all 6 'F's' on the first go is a genius. . "

"Olny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!
If you can raed tihs, psas it on!"

oh yeeling send this chain mail n i was looking at it. well i did count 6 "F" on the first go, seriously no shits or lies. n i could also read the messy message. does that means i m a genius/smart guy like krishnan n mr lee always said to me? LOL, mr lee probably said that i m a genius cuz i proved him wrong as his thinking during sec 4 is "u never gonna pass without doing any hands-on practice n doing my homework for yr O Level" because the few of us, mathew, ben, gao hui always never do our homework n i like the worst, pass up 3 out of 20 + homeworks for the whole year, and the 3 are copied work LOL and then i scored A2 for N level A maths n he's abit like @_@ from his expression n he couldnt believe i got A2, i remember i took the N level result he at there keep dont believe i scored A2 n then i showed him he was shocked then smile at me LOL. well i think just paying attention in classes n hands on during lessons n last minute of memorising formulas would work, u dont need to do homework LOL, however they implies for secondary school only. poly? no, u need to do homework to make u memorise! althought i dont do much but that doesnt means that i dont understand, i would just forget what i learnt but i could still eventually understand haha. so probably now i m back to same old nchs days that is a lazy boy who doesnt do his homeworks. roflroflrofl. maybe i m too complacent i think.

06/06

woke up around 12.30 pm then revising for DCNK test. didnt really revising but was chatting on msn with zi liang till 2 pm. then i chiong for revising. cabbed to TP around 3.05 pm n reached lecture hall at 3.20 pm, just nice that time i can read through the paper. wow from my house to TP is damn near just that during peak hour TPE always jam n changing of buses, waiting of buses, every bus stop, 27 moves a big round drag the time to 1 hour to reach school.

DCNK test was easy, i think i lost around 3 marks in question 2 only. i should still get around 40 - 47 /50 meaning still an A. haha think i can get term test GPA 4.0 if nothing goes wrong. finally no more test n 2 week term break holiday. after test, i went bus stop to wait for express bus 518 for like 40 minutes -.- then it arrive. then took the bus to dhoby ghaut to meet deon n jian rong to buy movie tickets for the others first.

we went ps arcade playing awhile then went cathay to buy 8 kungfu panda tickets at 9.50 pm. then we went "ri ben chun" (japanese village) at B1 cathay for our dinner. spend around 20 like that for the dinner haha. then after that we went back ps arcade to wait for others.

we waited till like 9.15 pm then all of us decided to go cathay n wait for the movie. we waited for super kan handsome till we miss the show 5 minutes like that LOL. the movie is excellent, very funny haha, u can hear all the audience goes LOL. it's a meaningful show n we relate the panda = zhongkai hahaha, think he abit sian sian when we do that. the movie tells us that we need to believe in self to maximise our potential in doing things which i do is a fact.

after movie all except jolin n yong chuan went to ponggol nasi lemak there cuz super kan handsome rushed down fromTP to cathay n still havent his dinner so we pei him. i ate some dim sum with zhongkai then we took bus 80 home n walked home after that.

well believe in self, donoe why when it comes to love, i dont seems to do that. i think i m a failure when talking about love relationship...

do u need to get permission from someone before u can love he/her? cuz sometimes i feel that way. if that's the case it would be hard for me to do that.

Love you, love you, may I love you? Tell me what to do

Love you, love you, may I love you? Tell me you love me too
我可以继续付出付出就够我满足
不相信爱情对我永远残酷
我奢望时间会为我祝福

看着我这样投入难道你都没有感触
不接受至少给我些帮助就说你感动到想哭
多少能减轻一点我的痛苦

CARC test today. luckily me n gao hui did the last year term test paper, he should thanks me for that because i send him n ask him to try doing. the questions were very SIMILAR or some are exactly the same. then overall most of the questions were exactly the same from the online term test revision and the last year paper, only some other are been edited. n i did both online term test revision n last year paper, so it's a freaking easy paper for me roflroflrofl.

i think i score around 35 - 39 / 40 ba, since i donoe what's Computer Bus is.... took me n gao hui like 30 mins to finish the freaking paper sia, the test is like 1.5 hours lololol. the MCQ many were the same as the online one so took a very very short time to finish the 10 free frag MCQ hahaha. and ALU does calculations n comparision, gao hui go choose it DOES NOT, hahahaha. one glimpse at the answer i know it's the transfer result shits because CU does it.

then me super kan handsome (kuo how) n gao hui went CP n had our lunch at yoshinoya. oh last time we always went there and eat after school, a group of us, think got like 6 - 8 people, i remember the very first time is jeremy introduce me go eat one n i eat the chicken, it tasted not that good as beef haha. it was sec 1 during that period. sad now we cant take extra beef sauce which i would drink them up like drinking soup n jeremy will keep saying me that i wan to get kidney failure because it's sooooooo salty but i just drink cuz it's salty, salty = nice hahaha.

then the 2 of them came over to my house cuz gao hui want me to transfer episodes of heroes into my 4 gb flashdrive. episode 21 - 23 season 1 n episode 1 - 6 season 2, still there are like another 10 episodes of season 2 i havent give him cuz of insufficient space. well i didnt even watch heroes, all the time it's my brother doing n downloading that. i watched a few episode while my bro is watching n i think it's that boring. then super kan handsome n gao hui play 2 rounds of dota n gao hui classmate play 2 rounds of dota at my house using laptop n desktop. the opponents who challenged them 3 were from TP too, not sure which course but class 190 LOL. just -12 from my class 202. n i think they are kan nub. that time gao hui say one guy who play so nub during that 2 match wan take no. from him n 1 v 1 LOL, then i see him sooooo nub while playing. the 3 opponents standard n gao hui friend "cy" (heard from him is chai yan) is nub, public standard n gh infront of my PC n beside me keep nagging the cy i at there keep LOL say "cy damn nub" hahahaha. after that they went home.

tomorrow DCNK test, looks like quite easy since the past years paper the question asking were like almost the same, so i need to master n memorise some similar concept to the past yearsssss one. OSI and TCP/IP layers difference, collision n broadcast concept on the OSI layer level 1 - 3. emphasis many on the cables, OSI layer 1. think should be able to score A for the subject too. if that's the case i think all my subject will be A's. well the term tests look so easy for my course, because not just me saying it, but most of my classmates also said that it's freaking easy on the papers we took for the past few days. so scoring Z is like almost impossible, probably full mark to get Z...

last paper, DCNK test on 3.30 pm later, that means i can sleep at 4 - 5 am later on which also means i can stay up till very late playing dota...... tomorrow afternoon around 12 then study ba. how i hope that tomorrow faster pass then i m free from tests for 2 weeks, n can slack around hahaha. but then i still have some many freaking projects need to do, not that easy case study anymore :( n it's harder alot! think i need to do abit for every subjects during the 2 weeks break, if not when school reopen i m going to be gg like last week. this 2 weeks has been tough and stress for me...

/me goes bath now

BORED, maple updates n later i need to update my stuffs too cuz deon requested 50 million cass :( i m lazyyyy~ n why isnt my imeem upload song moving after such a long time?!?!?

CMaths1 was easy. ah i think i lost 5 marks for the last question only :( 45/50 lol, maybe got some working mark la, pray so.

CMaths2 was easy too, i think i only got some mistake in the exponential graph drawing (yes AMaths learn before), i didnt draw the asymptote lol. then if logarithims got any mistake, then blame on my calculator because i couldnt see the exact value. my calculator is spoiled and i had to use my bro's calculator which the display is mad too.

Think these 2 papers i scored A for it haha. i have high confident that all the test i took till now got score like 40 ++ which is A (80%) haha.

I finished CMaths2 paper in like 20 minutes, rofl. and i need to wait for another 10 minutes to leave the exam lecture hall -.- so u can imagine how easy it is, yes it's hell lot easier than AMaths even though it's the same topics, logs, functions and exponential graph as it's not complicated at all, more like direct question.

for the 5 hours break, i didnt do much except going library to take a sleep n memorising abit of exponential graphs.

tomorrow computer architeture test, yet me and gao hui didnt pay attention to the lecture of what are been tested LOL. sianz, i fell asleep during that lecture cuz i was damn tired. i shall ask my classmates n pray that they know too hahaha.

off for dinner n TV. bbl

BITS test is quite easy...... the 10 commandments isnt out at all, so lucky. i think i can score around 40 - 50 / 50 marks rofl. another A / Z is coming that easily!

tomorrow CMaths1 & 2 paper, and i still havent study. abit complacent rofl. i think i just study the formula can le ba, then tomorrow 5 hours of break i study CMaths2 graph n memorise those exponential graph. @_@

/me goes to put heroes season 1, episode 11 - 20 into my flash thumb now to give gh tomorrow

IT'S RAINIE BIRTHDAY SOON~!

WHO CARES ABOUT THE 10 ETHICS. N HELL NO I M GOING TO MEMORISE THIS ALL FOR THE TEST LATER! think for the BITS test i only get B :( because i m not good at memorising stuffs n there's like so many freaking much things to memorise.

6 SecSDLC steps

1. Investigation - investigate problems n is the plan feastible?
2. Analysis - get information from investigation n analysis on them. Risk Management, ensure implementation is worth effort
3. Logical Design - create blueprint. Disaster recovery
4. Physical Design - Blueprint are evaculated. Final design is agreed with
5. Implementation - Solution are tested. Final approval are made from management. 6. Maintainence and Changes - Maintain and react to changes by upgrading or patching where necessary.

I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS METHODOLOGY ARE FOR AFTERALL.

Wow looks like i didnt forget them after all, hope i dont lost my memory after i wake up. guess i can only score with cryptography, encrypting n decrypting lol.

just came back from nchs. after school a group of us went nchs wanted to have our lunch n take our general shit certificate. however they are not ready yet, well how long have they delayed, other schools i heard already took it -.- n well the noodle store was so long n therefore we didnt eat there at nchs, in fact we went to the freaking boring 303 coffee shop to have our lunch. n i m really sick of those foods there -.-

PRSP exam today, it's like abit easy. only dont know how to do a random range function @_@ i think i minus around 3 marks out of 8 marks like that in that question le lol. then another question i think maybe full mark ba, other questions sounds very very easy so i guess i can get around 40 - 45 marks out of 50 marks. MCQs are damn lol n free frag. guess i could at least get an A although i dont get my Z.... 40/50 is still 80%. those ALICE codes n storyboard are damn easy to use, totally like writing out sentence in english with a special format n fixed variety of words.

Tomorrow BITS, well guess i need to do lotsa memorising work which i dont like -.- n i hate BITS due to those physical securities n some security organisation method on how they secure their stuffs. the only thing i like about BITS is its lab and lecture, cryptography. guess i better get some nap n then wake up n start studying @_@

well sorry i didnt go soccer with u all now because i m dead tired n i aiming for Z, or at least an A in all my module on term test. i need to aim high because i wan to get merit like my brother :D

study abit only lol, understand what are variables, parameter n functions. so i can say i almost mastered all about ALICE le lol. most probably going to score A or Z, or worse to worst scenario a B ba. hope so..

i think my brain is like having low capacity of non-volatile memory to store knowledge, n my brain CPU, ALU speed is like fast, CU speed is like average. I NEED TO GET A WAY TO EXPAND MY BRAIN NON-VOLIATE MEMORY CAPACITY N UPGRADE MY BRAIN PROCESSING SPEED SO THAT I CAN STORE MORE KNOWLEDGE N THINK FASTER! anyone has any ideas on doing so? high RAM isnt enough for me :( online IQ test i have 140 IQ but i dont know if it's a fact or what LOL, if it's a fact meaning maybe i just dont know how to use well to think fast enough to handle situations. i have the knowledge in me but i dont know how to use @_@ so PLEASE I NEED CORE2DUO or better WHICH HAVE 2 Control Unit to help me or upgrade my brain processor! KNOWLEDGES ARE GOLD, n i remember i put "IT Knowledge are gold to me and so I crave for it" for one of the survey when registering my account shit at the cisco website where we need to do E-study at during our holiday for DCNK -.-

yawnz for some unknown reason my phone doesnt seems to be able to connect to my PC for a file transfer. i want to transfer this old Alex Toh - Bu Zou (BABY DONT GO~ DONT GO~) song to my handphone but i cant. the song is nice, not only this but some others oso, i listened to them since year 1999 or 2000, cant remember which year lol. yea i know i m still a young primary school kid during that time n a guai kia who does my homework everyday (sounds very like a nerd ROFL). but i think i m quite stupid during young because i dont know how to analyse questions much though, however i think i have some super un-natural power or rather a sixth sense when i m a kid LOL. think i explain more when i got the time next time.

@_@ test in around 7.5 hours n i m still awake, i need to wake up in 5 hours. so i think i better going to sleep! paper start at 9.30 am, but going earlier cuz 9.20 can start read the paper le lol.

Tomorrow PRSP term test, 9.30 am paper starts @_@, 9 am reach school and so can view the paper before the paper starts lol.

Going to bath then have my dinner then do some studying till I mastered those Alices codes. No more dota for me! Term test starts tomorrow till Friday, yawn and I have 6 papers during the week. 1 paper per day except on Wednesday when I have 2 papers, CMaths1 & 2 =.=

All paper starts at 9.30 am everyday and on Wednesday CMaths2 and Friday DCNK starts at 3.30pm or so, that's damn boring because there's no much need to study for CMaths2 with those functions, probably study and memorise just those graphs and logarithims.



杜德伟 - 不走

JIAN RONG JUST LIKE THIS SONG, BABY DONT GO~ DONT GO~ HOW CAN I WAKE UP TOMORROW? so please give me a morning call tomorrow if not how can i wake up tomorrow n take my test? :(