Tuesday, September 30, 2008

女儿红

雨停下的天空
灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺
灰的更加懵懂
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走
分开了走
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
你若退后
我能承受
在最后的出口
在爱过哪儿才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里
不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应

能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪
让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷


被淋湿的天空
灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺
灰的狠冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走
分开了走
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
你若退后
我能承受
在最后的出口
在爱过哪儿才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里
不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应

能不能给我一首歌的时间
把歌词听到最后再说再见
你送我的眼泪
让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷

你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气.请告诉我
而暂停算不算放弃
我只有那一天的回忆


能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里
不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应

能不能给我一首歌的时间
哦.把歌词听到最后再说再见
你送我的眼泪
让他留在雨天
哦.如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷

I like the bolded part most. The best part of the song I think.
So yesterday slept around 7 am ++ because of waiting for all the jay new songs to be uploaded to my imeem account lol, so I am awake for like almost 23 hours yesterday @.@ Then woke up around 5 pm + lol.

So sian till now since I woke up, doing nothing, staying online beside reading articles and read and read, readed wikipedia about jay and other people which are linked to him, sounds quite interesting lol.

AND JUST NOW AROUND 11 PM there's a god damn freaking big flying cockroach in my room. its size is like 2x the size of normal cockroach lor. Ok it might not be 10 cm, but maybe 5 - 7 cm LOL. I noticed the cockroach is in my room because when I was listening to jay song, I heard something "walking" also, and my plastic bags in my messy room made some sound of walking and then I look around I saw the huge cockroach on the wall near my light switch. And the first thing I did was SHOUTING for my mom to get an insecticide sprayer. Then my mom was like about to get to bed then she immediately get the sprayer and spray the cockroach, and I keep tell her "SPRAY MORE SPRAY MORE!" because I wanted the cockroach to die faster LOL. But then the cockroach then get "mad" when she (because I was told that only female cockroaches fly) got sprayed. The cockroaches anyhow fly and ran around very fast in siao siao rage mode like that lol. And I was like OMG and I tell my mom to "CATCH IT!" LOL then she goes to take vacuum cleaner LOL. And I was like keep looking at the cockroach to know where it is so I can run LOL! And then I was like at dead end, and I am already preparing to take my bro towel LOL to whack the cockroach if it ever flies towards me. Luckily it didn't and when my mom was preparing the vacuum cleaner, the cockroaches rushes to my direction when I was sitting on the chair on my room using the computer, and I immediately jump off from my chair then run to the dead end and jump into my bed and keep hurrying my mother to faster up LOL. Eventually my mom then suck the cockroach into the vacuum cleaner LOL.

I AM SERIOUSLY AFRAID OF PESTS, and SPIDERS! And I hate those flying pests! A land cockroach is already abit scary, and there still comes the HUGE + FLYING cockroach! LOL.

女儿红 - 周杰伦

Hmm.. This is the name for his pre-released version, it's the name is in wikipedia and 1ting.com. Probably the name is wrong, so wait for the original version to come out and the fact will be known. The song has nothing to do with the wine LOL, and 1ting all the comments say that the name is wrong too. I feel that as well because the title of the song has nothing to do with the nice lyrics at all. THE SONG IS JUST NICE OKAY? The ending rap is almost sounds like fa ru xue ending rap type.

I started listening to Jay songs like since I am P5 like that if I am not wrong, the first song I listened to was An Jing. That time I was using 56kbps dial-up internet LOL. I remember my 2nd bro downloaded the song, and it's quite nice. Then on year 2002, when I was P6, my 2nd bro lend the Ba Du Kong Jian album from his friend. I remember the songs were very nice, almost all the song from the album are nice. Even the one that is not chinese language song he sang for one of the track in the album, the song music is nice too lol. Then at year 2002, almost year 2003, when I was P6 waiting for school re-open at that time, my internet plan was already 256 kbps, THIS WAS LIKE download speed 25 - 30 KBPS, which is like more than 10x faster than 56 kbps, I remember when I download with 56 kbps dial-up internet, the speed was < 3 KBPS LOL, mostly 0.5 kbps - 2.XX kbps. My eldest bro that time happened to download MIRC and used it to download songs, and download many jay zhou songs, so I by then I was exposed to more of jay song when I heard more of his older songs like Ai Zai Xi Yuan Qian, Kai Bu Liao Kou, Ke Ai Nu Ren and so. I remember the channel for songs download at galaxynet in that time was #mp3cables (most popular channel in galaxynet and songs distributing channel) and so, the channel then was closed like a year later when police track down those huge distributors LOL.

Well talking about MIRC, yeah I was using MIRC to connect to galaxynet IRC server like regularly, not just for downloading songs but also to slack around chatting with people in #nchs #nan_chiau and many other channels and got some channels privileges as a operator LOL, the time IRC was very popular and fun la. Then I stop going to IRC at like 2003 year end, because it's getting boring and the other channels like #nchs and so also died out later LOL, yea now it's totally empty LOL. Nowadays only use MIRC to connect to galaxynet IRC server to find dota games / spam dota games only, no other usage. Don't want to play in WC3 Bnet, because it's seriously full of delay-ness, and I don't feel it a waste at all because the CD key I am using is totally free LOL. I used a CD-Key Grabber program to grab the cd-key from Venus lanshop at Serangoon there at early year 2005 with wei jie and zhong kai I remember, don't know if the lan shop still there anot LOL.

Probably I should sleep early and wake up early and play PS3 to kill time for my holidays lol. If not everyday I have nothing to do, since my bro bought GTA 3, I can play it and kill time lol. Maybe I should get some RPG game for my PS3 to kill time lol. Now my eyes feeling abit @_@, wanted to watch Bu Lang Xiao Hua episode 4, but guess next time ba lol.

Monday, September 29, 2008

26/09 & 27/09

Staying at home doing nothing, beside playing dota for training for Sunday evo ametuar final competition.

Susposedly to meet jordon and etc at saturday after jordon out from camp at CP, but they changed location from CP subway to serangoon garden, and that's like so far and I need to train for competition, so didn't went for the meet up lol.

28/09

Slept around 4 am + and woke up at 8.30 am. After that went out and reached CP around 9.05 am and then we took MRT to Dhoby Ghaut. Reached Parklane around 9.40 am then went for macdonald, GAO HUI the self-claimed "god" treated me.

First round against Daniel (temka), the team is so strong that we almost lose, just like the Saturday training game with team CJ7, we lost 4 raxs and still could win because the opponents are too despo for us, hella I am WCG ZEUS!!! 23 KILLS 9 DEATHS 34 ASSISTS! I defend the base when 2 rax down and farmed guinsoo and BOT while defending, and then after I got bot I chiong with gao hui and yong chuan while TH (jr) and wl (deon) at base def and eventually we won the opponents la lol. A very tough and exciting match that we used 88 minutes 8 seconds to beat down the opponent thrones.

2nd round was kinda free frag, I am using tide hunter and the game I am just like always go in ultimate the opponents and then the opponents all aim me and I die and my teammates clear them then. So boring that me and deon almost everything use ultimate then die then opponents tio cleared.

3rd round necrolyte for me -.- I got so high killing lor, starting we got panick because top lane, es and puck got pwned by opponent FV and WL. That the FV farmed so much, however luckily Gao Hui the self-claimed "god" farmed faster than him because I helped him kill alot of time lina at bottom lane lor. I am "god right hand man" hahaha. I die only once in the game, and kill was 7. Quite easy game and the judge say something like they are the WCG 2006 Champion, MI2, or they are the team which beat the MI2, where there's 3 MI2 member in either of the team. However we thrashed them like 20 ++ frags and easy game lol. That round the ES damn burden la, last time always like say me burden right? That round ES (deon) damn burden lor, at bottom we won't die then he burden till make us all die when he never ultimate -.-

4th round, top 2 for us now. I am using necrolyte again, laning with luna, gao hui the self claimed "god", at top. We starting keep own the tidehunter lor till very song, but bottom Medusa & Lich lose to FV & Omniknight lol. Mid the nerd qop lose to puck -.- then blame bug and blame something else when he can't blink well LOL. Then eventually we are still winning one lor, then YC QOP damn KK, ask gh chiong 3 - 4 opponents at top then they 2 tio pwned, then opponent AM backdoor our bottom and our rax down. Then we are already like 50% gg because early game we need to keep def bottom rax -.-

Then they not only KK once, but twice! This let opponent really turn the tides lor, then the medusa which is deon, damn nerd and KK. Farm not that fast then in the end he's the one who make us lose, he went to top lane tio comb by AM and puck then dou, we no more hero to purge omni GA & Repel, so kinda GG for us when come to defend -.- BURDEN MEDUSA lor, burden till make us lose.

So in the end we got 2nd, $200 cash, after spliting $40 each. Then we went to Cathay after the competition which is already like 5 pm ++ then we bought tickets for Babylon AD, nice one lor deon that time keep say go watch this and bangkok dangerous when yahoo review already say sucks. Then also no movie to watch so no choice we watched Babylon AD.

Went to PS foodcourt and eat Teriyaki Chicken Don with gao hui, quite nice la, this time none of us ate duck rice because we got kinda sick of it lol. Then we went the arcade beside PC Bunk and play awhile, then went PC Bunk slack while waiting for 7.40 pm movie and zhongkai.

7.30 pm, zhong kai arrived then we went to Cathay. Bought sweet corns with deon, then deon say want salter abit since it's portion for 2. Then I told the staff to give more salt and butter lor, then jr sibei KK go make some sound that "i want more salt" like that then the staff really go put much more than expected lor which the 1st time is already abit more than enough, then the staff put 2x of that LOL.

Then we went to cinema threater and the movie just nice started, the movie action quite nice, but the storyline is totally confusing like the yahoo review mentioned. Alot of missing parts like what really happened -.- but the action and the visual effects is quite good lol. After that we took train home.

Hmm.. Jay Zhou Jie Lun new album, 魔杰座, Capricon. Currently I only like 2 of the songs, 女儿红 & 失落非主流. At least his this album all his song can be "heard clearly" than his previous album -.- LOL. 女儿红 the song feeling is abit like his 发如雪 type of song, so kinda nice since I like 发如雪 lol. 失落非主流, an emo song, the lyrics quite rhymes, so kinda nice, but the music isn't really that nice. However the 2 songs I think is the best in his album liao la LOL, because I don't really like rap songs, and most of his rap songs really cmi like most of his previous albums cmi raps, 稻香 the rap quite good only. The rest CMI!!! Some other song quite average ba lol.

Now feel so tired, 5.13 am le, hmm..Around 20 hours 45 minutes never sleep liao and last slept like 4 hours only lol. Tired + tired + tired. Going to sleep soon @_@

AND <3 女儿红 <3 女儿红 <3 女儿红 <3 女儿红 <3 女儿红 <3 女儿红 <3 女儿红 I LIKE 女儿红 MOST IN HIS THIS ALBUM!! So Zhongkai can stop saying that it sucks because I spend like so long sending him the whole albums, waiting for it to be send finish so I can play dota peacefully with publics nub without delay.

Now when will Yang Cheng Lin release a new album lol. @_@

Friday, September 26, 2008

24/09

Woke up at around 3 pm and JR they all planning to watch some movies but in the end was somehow cancel or so, kuo how was planning to go ECP to walk walk but also like cancelled lol.

So left home around 4 pm ++ since benjamin ooi jio me to cut hair and I really hate my that hair after getting reborned like 3 weeks + ago. My hair looks totally flat after rebonding, and rebonding doesn't makes much difference since my hair is already quite straight lol. Therefore went hougang to meet ben at J&J.

The bus 161 arrived so long after waiting for like 20 minutes ++ and all the other bus, 156, 159, 109 have gone but still not 161 arrive yet. So in the end ben reached first although he walk all the way from his house and say that I am so late lol.

Reached J&J around 4.40 pm then had my hair cut and it was like already 5.30 pm. Then went to ben house since we planned to find arian, ju xian and xueping at kovan to play bowling and ben wanted to go home do things first.

At ben house do nothing much beside using his laptop to browse around. Then after that, we left his house around 6.15 pm and took MRT to Kovan and went to super bowling.

They played so many rounds and I played 2 rounds, and I got so fed up because I am always near to STRIKE but not once I got strike, previous time I play I at least got 1 strike in a game but this time not even once. And I keep losing because I don't really play bowling lol.

Then around 8.30 pm went to eat my dinner, at some prata shop nearby with ju xian and xue ping. Had 1 banana prata, 1 cheese egg, 1 egg prata. The prata are kinda nice, I think it's nicer than Jalan Kayu one lol. However it's quite expensive, cost me $7++ for my 3 prata + a bandung drink lol. After that we watch some "America Talent people" show at the prata show for awhile, and those "talent" people some of them are kinda lol sia. Around 9 pm, ju xian need to get home early as always because of his dad or something, so he and xue ping left first and I walk back to super bowl to find others to slack.

Till like 10.20 pm, I and Arian went home while saykiat, manfred, ben and donoe another guy went to Serangoon Garden to play lan which I totally has no mood for it lol so I took train home.

Reached home at around 11 pm and do nothing much beside browsing around. And then happened to see those "top bloggers + bhb people" blogs and conflicts. It seriously makes me LOL, xia xue, steven, the lau char bo looks kan retard. Especially on their "wars" between each other, and xia xue seriously likes to flame others for no reason, it's damn funny to see the retardness + bhb people doing flame war. Went to wikipedia to check on xiaxue and Steven also can let me know much more "stuffs" going on about them, it's really seriously freaking LOL. Went to sleep around 7 am +

25/09

Woke up around 2.40 pm, this time we planned to watch Painted Skin. Then plan plan plan till so long, and just doing nothing at there lying on bed to wait for time passes and then around 5.15 pm went to bath. Then yong chuan returned home around 5.30 pm and said he will be late and not going to watch the movie le, then I lied to all of them that "I STILL DIDNT BATH AND IS GOING TO!" and all of them believed. Then yong chuan said then he will go watch because I am sure slower than him LOL.

Then I was like spamming calls to zhongkai HP, and called his house and his mom said that he's sleeping, so I was like "what's next?" and I keep spamming his HP till he wake up and initially he don't believe that we are really going for movie -.- till I told him that would I be that lame to waste my time to spam his phone for nothing.

Around 6 pm I walked to CP, reached CP around 6.10 pm, and I was like the 1st guy to reach CP. Yong chuan is the latest but eventually zhongkai is the burden because of his leg injuries he can't run to catch the train which was leaving and me, yc, wj were to wait for another train.

Reached Dhoby Ghaut around 6.50 pm, and we went Cathay and wanted to buy the 7.30 pm movie. But it was like so filled and left the first few rows. And therefore we went for 9.50 pm movie, after getting our tickets we went to PS food court and eat, as usual duck rice for me and jr.

After that we went to Parklane, evolution lan shop to play CS and Dota till 9.30 pm, was free because I had the vouchers from participating in the DOTA Ametaur competition.

At Cathay, we took the lift up, and there's like some few rudes people at the 2nd floor. Because the lift was so crowded that some of us leave the lift awhile for the inner people in the lift to leave the lift. Then there's a group of rude people at 2nd floor, 4 people at there still want get into the lift and in the end they 3 people get in, but Gao Hui and Kuo How who let those people get out didn't manage to get back into the lift because of the 3 rudes people who are so inpolite -.-

We reached the cinema threater almost in time, and jr, me, zhongkai and wei jie got our seats messed up with some other people, and there's like a couple seating at our seats too lol. They probably cheat into the threater because they anyhow seat and was like @_@ after jr told them it's our seats lol.

The movie is kinda nice, it's more like romance movie. The movie is not really good at it's action scene, but the movie is good at its story.

Then after the movie it was like 11.40 pm and then we took bus 147, because me and jr thought there's no more MRT LOL. In the end there's still MRT and make zhong kai sibei sad, because his house is most inconvenience to travel to with bus 147 while deon, me, wj and yong chuan just need to change to bus 80 and walk home. Then zhongkai reached CP but last LRT is close too LOL. Eventually he tried to get into bus 88, but then he waited for quite long and there's no bus 88 because it was like 12.25 am and the last bus is 12.25 am that he saw no bus and he joined us to take bus 80 lol. And in bus 147 we make alot of dilemma lol, like "what time is still this last bus" and so lol. Kinda sad for me, because I remember that bus 156 and 109 last bus is like 12.20 - 12.30 am but not so sure, and it was like 12.10 am but I didn't dare to take the risk. So eventually then we saw a bus 156 past by our bus 147 -.- and I seriously regret for not taking the bet lol.

Reached home around 1 am ++ and during the way walking home, I was like been frightened by the thunder in the sky. Because recently, or a few months ago till now, I always have a feeling that I might get zapped by lightning and that's the way how I die, and seriously my that kind of instinct is kinda zhun ever since young till now. And so when I see lightning in the sky, it really frighten me, especially when I am so tall and lightning likes to attract to tall things -.-

Then on the way home, walked to seven eleven at the opposite side of nchs and bought some breads home to eat because was feeling kinda hungry lol. Reached home around 1.20 am and didn't do much stuffs beside staying online browsing and played 2 rounds of dota. And now it's 5.31 am, feeling so tired. Going to sleep soon after I finish my last kaya bun which I bought just now lol.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

23/09

Went out around 6 pm ++ to CP with karsan. Then wait for others till like 6.40 pm then took train to Dhoby Ghaut because initially they wanted to eat steamboat at paradiz center to celebrate richmond birthday.

Reached Paradiz Center and we went B1 and went to Tao Restaurant instead of steamboat. There's like 7 of us, me, richmond, karsan, ju xian, zi liang, arian, eben. Shortly after that shengkai and xavier arrived and joined us.

Only me, karsan and richmond went for set dinner, which is around $35 after $29.80++ and the rest had ala-carte. The food there are very tasty. The drink and whatever are godly, just too godly and nice. Especially one of the drink which is apple + some very fragance flower made into some drink and for us to drink, feel so refreshing and song for our throat when you taste it. My main course was some grilled chicken and the grilled chicken the meat are very very tender and the sauce is kinda tasty. The salad is very nice, the starter is also quite godly. The desert are quite good, except for the mushroom soup which isn't that good -.- should have choose some other soup lol. Arian and zi liang went to lido first to get the ticket or so.

Then after our dinner, karsan, richmond and eben cabbed to lido because eventually our movie starts at 9 pm. Initially it was just Arian who got the free ticket because his friend, xiao jen invite him over, then in the end Arian called her and she got many alot extra tickets so all of us join in LOL since it's free and we get sneak preview LOL.

Me, ju xian, shengkai and xavier budget scheme, we didn't cab although it's like 8.50 pm liao, we took train there. In the end we reached Lido at 9.20 pm just as expected, however the movie didn't start yet because the staffs still waiting for the director of the movie, Da S, Gu Tian Le and the 2 933 DJ, Jiahui and donoe who. We seat at the 2nd row, which is so front of the cinema screen LOL, and it was some "VIP" seats for the organisers LOL! And I think I seat at the middle so we are quite near to see those Stars LOL and Arian at there like so happy first time see although it's the 1st time we see those big movie superstars so infront of us in real life for most of us lol.





The Gu Tian Le looks so cool, and dark and man lol. He didn't speak much and his eyes tells me that he's so tired LOL. The Da S is so chio, her ears is still as big as her in the movie LOL, and she speak quite alot and she said that 2 mins like that we the audience will get a shock, and most of us did after the movie started. Jia Hui is damn short LOL, she is quite pretty and as usual, her sound is still that sweet and nice, I used to listen to FM 933 when her shift at night to hear her sweet sounds lol. Another 933 DJ is donoe a guy like 20 - 30 years old and wear nerd glasses LOL.

Then after the short talk which is like 5 mins, the 2 DJs, director and Da S and Gu Tian Le leave the cinema hall and the movie started.

The movie is seriously nice, funny. I really don't mind to watch for the 2nd time if someone treats me LOL!! The story is overall about the Interpols and the Hong Kong Detective are bad guys, and then a stranger (Gu Tian Le) and another demoted rank ex-detective been the hero to save Da S and her family lol.

Jiahui said there will be a sneak preview on 26th and 28th on every cinema in Singapore lol. So if you all want watch it earlier, you all can catch either at the 2 days.

After that, we took MRT from Orchard to AMK station and took bus 159 because it was late and there's no more MRT to Dhoby Ghaut since it was like 11.35 pm -.- Stopped at hougang point to eat supper with Zi liang, Arian, xiao jen and richmond. Till like 12.45 am I from hougang point walk all the way home till like 1.30 am then reach home lol.

Went home to bath and so, and now feeling so tired. It's already 3.02 am, going to sleep soon!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

And today is richmond birthday. This post is going to be kinda long because I didn't post for a few days because was kinda lazy to -.-

And I noticed these few days really kinda lots of people birthday, I still can chain it up lol.

19th - Shengkai & Wei Lin birthday
20th - Yuan Bao birthday (from what zhongkai said)
21st - Levina birthday
22nd - Chin Ying birthday (from what zhongkai said)
23rd - Richmond birthday
24th - Zhongkai birthday
25th - Peijing birthday (my TP classmate)

8 people birthday lol.

LOL SG banned some milk stuffs because we are affected by the milk scandal caused by china. !@#$%^&* DAMN CHINA AGAIN, so problematic -.- I find that most of the China people are just so self-centered in their doings -.- And that's the reason I so dislike china people, alright I admit I am racist lol. SARS, sweets, those arguments with USA and so and now MILK problem. How I hope now they will provoke USA more and then USA launches many nuclears to bomb the whole china up LOLOLOL. Or make a global notice that been racist and killing china people are legal LOL and then I get to torture and kill the stupid china classmate in my class who is also self-centered too -.- YEAH, remove the human rights for just china people LOL!

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20080923/tap-665-ban-china-milk-products-affectin-231650b.html

Beware when you are having milk products. I have been having milk products for the past few days? LOL. Hope I am fine LOL.

Added 4 songs to my blog.

1. 我相信 by 何维健 - my current favourite song among the 4, nice lyrics and music. sounds so like past energy songs lol.
2. 我舍不得 by 何维健 - the lyrics quite nice
3. 好心分手 by 卢巧音 & 王力宏 - suddenly feel like listening to it, because it's nice?
4. 至少走得比你早 by 卢巧音 - 100% chinese version of 好心分手


何维健 - 我相信

Girl Let me prove that my love is real
I'll give all my love to you
Please trust me
何维健 - 我相信
我相信 生命中会有一见钟情的剧情
曾被爱伤害的心不容易倾心
你的眼神配合冷淡的表情
逃避中故作冷静
我相信 第一次凝望你离开我的背影
就盼望立刻能够明天再相聚
不小心梦中让感觉能延续
模糊中你最清晰
I believe in you
窥探那双迷人深情的眼睛
我的心留给你 我的人在附近
不必立刻作回应
不想爱的轻易 需要让你动情
因为怕你会离去
想念让人窒息 所以不离不弃
每分钟都要和你亲近
我相信 生命中会有一见钟情的剧情
曾被爱伤害的心不容易倾心
你的眼神配合冷淡的表情
逃避中故作冷静
我相信 第一次凝望你离开我的背影
就盼望立刻能够明天再相聚
不小心梦中让感觉能延续
模糊中你最清晰
I believe in you
窥探那双迷人深情的眼睛
我的心留给你 我的人在附近
不必立刻作回应
不想爱的轻易 需要让你动情
因为怕你会离去
想念让人窒息 所以不离不弃
每分钟都要和你亲近
让你安全 我可以寸步不离
自尊都不要 我也置之不理
不想要未来有任何片刻回忆
I believe in you
窥探那双迷人深情的眼睛
我的心留给你 我的人在附近
不必立刻作回应
不想爱的轻易 需要让你动情
因为怕你会离去
想念让人窒息 所以不离不弃
每分钟都要和你亲近
Ooh I believe

And now it's like 4.02 am and I am feeling kinda tired. Going to sleep soon -.- after I have my favourite dessert, green bean soup lol. Too tired and late to watch Bu Lang Xiao Hua Episode 3, guess I wait till next time when I am bored or when I wake up.

19/09

Shengkai & Wei Lin Birthday falls on this day.

Woke up around in the afternoon. Then ate my dinner and went out to TP for some security workshop. After that took bus and reached CP around 9.50 pm. Then went to find richmond and karsan and then shortly after that we went to shengkai house.

Then after that we took bus to shengkai house. I just slack there doing nothing much, richmond using his computers, karsan, xavier and shengkai then keep on playing "cai quan" and some "007 bang" game lol and drinking martell. I didn't drink any because I don't feel like getting drunk.

Around 1 am say kiat arrived to pei them drink while me and richmond then cabbed home.

20/09

Reached home and did nothing much beside staying online doing almost nothing but listening to songs. Can't get to sleep till like 8 am lol. Woke up around 11 am then I was like "OMG I THINK I M LATE!" and no one like call me and my watch alarm can't wake me up LOL. I woke up because my 2nd bro woke up and noise and movement produced made me woke up. And the first thing I did was to sms valentino that I am late LOL when we susposed to meet at 10.30 am at CP LOL to celebrate for Wei Lin birthday.

Then valentino ask me to hurry because there are still some people not arrive yet LOL and I quick chiong to bath and then ran all the way to CP LOL. Luckily I managed to reach just in time around 11.30 am when wei lin just arrived also lol.

There were 7 of us, me, chuekman, valentino, wei lin, katie, celestine and mei yun. Then we took MRT to harbourfront and had our lunch at the banquet foodcourt at vivocity. I ate Yong Tau Fu with valentino, I think is the 1st time I eat outside home because I don't really like eating Yong Tau Fu.

After that we took the train to sentosa, yes finally after so long and many times (I think I started asking since June after my term test LOL) I keep finding people to go there and always fail because no much people interested, now got people invite me go hahaha of course I am damn happy LOL.

Then reached Sentosa around 1 pm. And we went Palawan Beach, then we play in the dirty sea water for quite a time while waiting for Hui Ting, Shu Yi and Gladys to come because we waiting for volleyball.

Around 2 pm ++ they then reach, then we played volleyball for awhile and most of us noob and play till sian LOL. Then vala, me, chuekman and wei lin played soccer while they switch turn to be goalkeeper because we playing just penalty kick. Then we keep kick till another bunch of "sluts" and then one of them dulan n say if we know how to play one anot LOL. The slut sibei kp sia. Then we no mood play soccer liao LOL because we so tired and still tio gan.

Then after that we played Captain Balls, 4 guys vs 6 girls. And we also side bet with the 6 girls LOL. Our side bet is whichever team lose need to treat another team slurpee LOL. And the girls advantage because if we lose, we treat 6 cups, they lose they treat 4 cups. Sibei lol la the game, we at first say whoever score to 20 win. Then we guys score is like 16-1 because we have pros runner and guarder and snatcher and I am so tall just grabbing the balls and those girls can't even reach no matter they jump or don't while I just standing LOL. Then the girls say if they score 3 they win after that when our score 16-1, while we need to score to 20 still to win and we are like anything LOL. Eventually the game ended at 20-2 LOL and obviously we get free slurpee drinks LOL.

After that we, the 4 guys, went to seven eleven to enjoy the air-con and our slurpee LOL. We slack there for nearly like 15 minutes. After that we went back to find those girls and slack there while drinking our slurpee then went to bath.

It was like 6.30 pm after we bath and then we went to take bus to Marina Square. Then we went to have our dinner at Hotpot culture, cost for each adult was like $29.20 after GST and service charge lol. We started eating at like 8 pm ++ till 10.30 pm when the shop close lol, a buffet steamboat. The food there kinda nice, except there's no free flow of drinks and those drinks are so expensive. But then we are consider lucky because forgot who found a pencil lead in the food and then gladys kp the manager and the manager eventually give us free flow of ice lemon tea lol and $10 voucher. I eat till so full at there, and for some reasons I don't know why I am been forced to eat drumstick and chicken wings when I am so full. Me and chuekman very reluctant to clear those drumsticks then we throw away to the bushes. And no idea who order some black pepper or whatever sauce pork, and no one eats it because all of us are like so full and I solo-ed all of the plate alone. I think $29.20 for a dinner like that is kinda worth, I bet it would be costing alot more if we didn't have free flow of drink because we have like so many jars of ice lemon tea (where it costs $2.50 for one CUP) and each of us drink so many cups of ice lemon tea lol.

After that we slack awhile more at Marina square chatting and so then we took MRT home and slept around 3 am.

21/09

Levina birthday falls on this day lol. Woke up around 3 pm lol, been doing nothing except keep staying online till like 8.50 pm ++. Then cabbed to AMK Hub because I am sure late if I took bus as I, saykiat, sheng biao, eben and arian are going to catch 9.15 pm movie, 4bia.

Reached AMK hub around 9.10 pm and then bought tickets for ourself. Then Shengbiao forced me to eat forgot what sweets (halls or something) and not one, but many at a time (like 15 of it) because he wanted just the stupid box, and want to clear the sweets -.-. And my throat was like so hot, pain and throat was so cold, so cold that it hurts when I drinking water lol. And like almost always, I bought my favourite sweet corn and eat, but it didn't taste nice because of the stupid sweetsssss.

During the movie, I jumped out of my seats awhile for only 1 time because it suddenly frightens me out, which is the 1st story when the spirit suddenly just charge out towards the girl lol. Then eben don't even dare to watch the movie and keep distracting himself by covering his eyes or seeing his handphone lol. And saykiat is the most gay one, he at there keep grabbing arian arms so tight and at there keep "praying" and he at there scream quite a few times. Shengbiao at there sit like lying down because he's abit scare oso although that's the 2nd time he watching. Then the 4th story, the ghost face suddenly come out of nowhere made Arian and Saykiat screamed so loud at my direction because both of them got scared badly LOL and I was feeling like abit scary only throughout most of the stories and part lol. The 3rd story is quite funny, not really that scary LOL.

After watching the movie, we cabbed to Serangoon Garden. We played dota and I play like only 2 rounds lol. The 5 of us got pwned badly by the publics LOL and eben nick was like so bad mannered that they kpkb us and I at there never even reply much. And I keep laughing at how they kp us, especially when they say something like "Go play maple" and I seriously laugh at saykiat and told him "go play maple la saykiat" hahaha and they say saykiat IQ 0 I at there keep laughing at saykiat.

22/09

After the 2 rounds, I am so tired and sian (sian because I don't quite like playing games nowadays, and dota is so sianzzzz) that I cabbed to buangkok at around 2.30 pm + while the 4 of them carry on playing. Went buangkok to eat supper with wei jie and deon like the few days in the week because deon is so hungry. He nice one lor, hai me and wei jie need to wait for the rain to stop, we waited so long and the night rain was like so heavily and the wind keep blowing that makes us feels so cold. And we waited till like 4.30 pm ++ then the rain finally getting real small then we can walk home -.-

Slept around 7 am then woke up around 3 pm. Then jeremy sms-ed saying that he too tired for gym so no gym -.- Then I at there keep lying on bed waiting for jeremy because he say meet for lunch instead of gym. Then wait wait wait till like 5 pm ++ then he finally finish his work after helping Miss Rowena from what he said do some O level things -.-

Then meet up with Mathew and Jeremy because Mathew want to get his SGC and O level cert and lend $100 from me -.- In the end we not go for lunch, instead we went for dinner lol. I ate like 2 plain and 1 egg prata because I don't feel like eating others at CP banquet. Then Jeremy took bus home while I and Mathew took bus 159 to hougang green. I went there just slack slack because nothing to do, don't feel like staying at home staring at my slow LCD TV screen using for my computer -.-

At there watching mathew playing billard with others, then slack there till like 8.50 pm then went to take bus 159 to AMK hub as saykiat wanted to watch disaster movie. Reached AMK hub around 9.25 pm. I told him the movie was lame, in the end we didn't catch the 9.25 pm movie because arian and saykiat were late although they took cab around the same time I take bus (because I saw arian at his house serangoon north there the bus stop while I at bus 159). Then we went to play arcade then walk walk and slack and manfred joined us for the movie too, then till 10.10 pm then we went to watch the movie which starts at 10.20 pm -.-

The movie is totally lame and meaningless, not really that funny lor. 4bia part 3 story is more funny than the overall movie lor -.- and saykiat just want to watch that instead of "mirror" -.-

After that took bus 159 home with Arian while manfred cabbed home and saykiat cabbed to hougang green.

Friday, September 19, 2008

17/09

Totally idling at home doing meaningless stuff.

18/09

Went out around 3 am to buangkok with wei jie and deon because I was so hungry. Then ate fried kway tiao and then we slack there quite long. After that went home and slept at around 7 am.

Woke up at 3.30 pm, so sianz and played 1 round with saykiat and pubs till like 6.15 pm then went to bath and went out to meet saykiat, ju xian, arian and xue ping at Cathay. Then watched Mama mia at 7.10 pm show at Cathay. The show is totally musical, romance and comedy type, the show is quite nice and the songs are quite nice too though I don't really listen to English songs lol.

Then we trained to Serangoon and reached there like 9.55 pm. Then me, arian and saykiat took bus 317 to Serangoon Garden and had our dinner at Chomp Chomp. Ate Stingray and etc there lol. Cost me like $17 overall at there.

Then after our dinner we went to find Shengbiao and Eben at the nearby lanshop, and we played 3 rounds of dota. First 2 rounds was kinda boring, because 1st round the host has some troublesome friends and in the end 2 of the host friends left -.- and 2nd round was kinda crap because when my zeus 8/0, and double kill both sf and another of his teammate at around 20 ++ mins of the game, the whole scourge team left together because they are all friends -.- what a bunch of losers wasting our money. The 3rd round was far more challenging, because starting we lost and in the end our frag was 48/47, we lost because saykiat fv so nub, level 17 or 18 like that then finally a power thread and battle fury -.- and my zeus that round was also kinda godly with like 4 deaths and around 13 kills in the end lol.

After we finished dota, it's around 2.30 am then we cabbed to hougang green with saykiat and eben. We went to find mathew as they want to play mahjong at mathew house, I went there to slack at hougang green only. Mathew lost $20 for his number ball games, what a noob. Then after that we and hougang green people slack at nearby coffee shop awhile, I at there playing mathew handphone games then they went to play mahjong while I wanted to walk home, but then deon said he's hungry so in the end walked all the way to buangkok.

Then slack at buangkok, didn't eat anything because I eat lots at Chomp Chomp till I am so full lol. Then slack till like 5.15 am + then we went home. Went to bath and now feeling so tired while waiting for my hair to dry -.-

Later I still need to attend the hacking workshop at 7 pm at TP -.- Sianz la... They said they going to change speaker and this time is for how to defense, not theory about how the attack works anymore, lol. And hope the speaker is better alot, not like the one for the past 2 session, who doesn't know how to teach at all lol and so uninteresting -.-

I am feeling so godly tired now....... I want to sleep but my hair still aren't completely dry -.-

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

15/09

Went out at 8 pm after the channel 8 drama show to serangoon garden to find saykiat, arian, ju xian n xueping for dinner. Had bah ku teh for dinner then after that we went for dota at the lanshop nearby. Played till like 11 pm and took bus 73 then 156 home.

Went home bath and then play 1 round of dota with saykiat, then went to sleep around 2 am because I wanted to have back my normal sleeping time lol.

16/09

Woke up at 3.30 pm, actually I could woke up much earlier on 10 am and 12 pm and 2 pm but I was like "nothing to do so I guess I shall sleep more" till like 3 pm + I woke up and saw my msn. Jeremy asked me to go CP eat lunch around 10 am ++ lol after his work at NCHS as his home econ teacher -.-. Then I replied him like at 3.30 pm and then I meet him around 4 pm then we walked to take bus 372 to CP.

After that we went for lunch at Yoshinoya, then we walk walk around CP. Then pei Jeremy wait for his bus then at CP slack awhile more while waiting for Hexun, Deon and Wei Jie to arrive at 5.30 pm since we are going to movie at AMK Hub.

After they arrived, we took bus 159 to AMK hub then went meet up with Zhong Kai then bought 5 tickets for Boys over flowers. The movie isn't that good, the storylines are quite expected. I good even expect some lines that they are going to say like "What's your dream?" when the girl was going to ask his fiance. So the story and ending are very expected, nothing more. I find it quite entertaining on the early part of the story, abit funny. Especially when the girl was going to win 36 times the money then his fiance KK go try chase someone then he step on the table and vibrate the whole table and make the ball go some other number and eventually lost the 5 million dollar. Also kinda expected that the story is all about "pranking" from his relatives and friends to test the relationship of the two.

So after the movie, we took bus 86 to Jalan Kayu to eat pratas. Spend exactly $10 on a bandung, 1 banana prata, 2 egg prata and 1 cheese prata. After that took bus home.

Then chatted with Zhong Kai over msn for a few hours la till like 4.30 pm ++ talking about our Secondary School things and other random stuffs lol. Then went to play a round of dota with deon. Then now I am going to sleep. It all started when Zhong Kai believed his scammers lecturer that going to university needs at least GPA 3.8 ++ until I proved him wrong by showing 2 articles, one is from wikipedia saying about GPA 3.5++ can go liao since my 2nd bro who is now currently in army, already booked himself a seat in NTU, NBS, and he's going to NTU next year june or so after his army. He can jump from mechantronics to business with GPA 3.7X from what he told me, so why zhong kai lecturer tries to scam him by telling him only GPA 3.8 ++ then can go local university.

Oversea university needs GPA 2.0 - 3.0 to get into, and local university needs GPA 3.5 - 3.8 from what Wikipedia said. And I foresee that next time the value might drop further abit to 3.4 probably because a new unversity is going to open up soon, at Changi, which is also I think the nearest University closest to where I am staying -.-

Monday, September 15, 2008

http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XNDI4NTk0MjA=.html

2nd episode of 不良笑花

woke up at around 10.30 am n watch 不良笑花 2nd episode after that. Then stay online see forum then lie on my bed n listening to song then fell asleep around 1 pm till 3 pm LOL. And afterwards keep sian till now -.-

Does anyone also feel that when you feel so goddamn tired and when you are in that state, when listening to songs the song goes faster than usual and it's also nicer alot. Especially the song 飞机场的10:30 sang by David Tao. The song is really nice alone when I am still totally energetic and awake, and it's really sound more godly when I am very tired. I can sense the emotions of the song, the sound of the instrumental musics created very clearly, and that song is very good compared to others song when I am feeling really tired.

13/09

Went out around 5.30 pm to Karsan house downstair, then eventually he's at near CP -.- Then made me walk all the CP alone. Then we went KFC to eat my dinner. After that the 2 of us trained to Kovan, to find Arian, Ju Xian, SayKiat and Haoru at Super Bowling. Then when we reached there, they played awhile more then go off. After that KamHong don't know from where appear la, then all of us took Haoru van to somewhere opposite Saykiat house there, at serangoon there, to see fishes because Haoru planned of getting fishes.

Then we walk walk walk and wah there's like so many fish and pets stores lor LOL, I see one of the empty tank I remember the fish tank still got spiders lor, is like totally a fish tank adopting for spiders LOL. (the fish tank are empty)

Then we went to many shops la, looking around to fish shops like Rainbow and so... And one of the shop got sell rabbits and one of the rabbit very cute lor lol. The ears very very long. And the colour of the rabbit also abit unique.

After that we took Haoru van to Say Kiat house, Juxian and Arian left first. Then at Say Kiat house I played like 2 rounds of dota, 1 v 1 with Haoru first, then Say Kiat. I use broodmother for the 2 rounds and pwned them both LOL. Haoru loser la, tio killed by me 3 times then quit game LOL. Then Say Kiat say that FV can own Brood Mother so I tell him to use, and I told him I going to end game at level 12 before the round started. And surely I did end him at level 12 LOL.

Then Say Kiat pizza delivery came over, and I and Kamhong realised that Say Kiat laptop got some viruses -.- Backdoors and so are found in his laptop, at first was suspected to have because the computer is duo core and is seriously lagging badly. Then I suggested to Kamhong we go see the startup settings to see what programs are auto run when the computer is start up, then google for most of his auto run program and a few of them are backdoor or viruses.

Then after that we slack around abit more till almost around 11 pm like that then finally Haoru drived us all to Bishan J8 to watch movie. Then at J8 we drank coffee bean and then watched The Days movie. The movie started at 11.50 pm.

The movie is kinda nice and it's mostly about the stories of the past gangsters, the Zi Long is both a good brother but a misleading brother la, if he didn't "made" his younger brother to join the gang, eventually his younger brother also won't turn that so defiance and caused his brother death. Heard that is a real story too, in the end his younger brother is mentally ill and the story ends like that lol.

14/09

After the movie, it was like 2 pm liao then Haoru drived me and Karsan home. Then reached home, took a bath and online seeing forums and chatting. Reading posts about wireless internet securities and so till like 5 am then I was like "shit it's so late now and how am I going to take a sleep when I need to wake up at 6 am -.-" Jian Rong also didn't sleep as well

Obviously so I didn't sleep for the day and then went out around 6.40 am to CP then went to Dhoby Ghaut with Jian Rong, Deon, Gao Hui and Yong Chuan. Reached the Parklane Macdonald at 7.40 am and had our breakfast there. After that we rushed our breakfast and went for Dota Evo Ametaur Competition #2 at around 8 am.

Eventually in this time the competition is much more fair, because it's a real Ametaur competition lol.

1st round: I made quite alot of mistake with my Skeleton King LOL, but in the end we still win. And I chiong the opponents at bottom and Yong Chuan at there still thought it was a mistake keep scolding me, but eventually I already have BKB and I BKB and kill their sand king and other heroes then all of us came and killed most their players, and we still alive while they have many players dead. So we pushed into all their rax and down all of it. The Judge who is beside jian rong watching them play keep annoying Jian Rong telling him that we can end at like 20 minutes liao LOL but we keep on drag till 60 mins, but eventually we know it's impossible in 20 minutes like that. We won for that round though hahaha.

Our heroes: Lich & Skeleton king at bottom, Spectre and Warlock at top, Visage at mid.

2nd round: I made a mistake with my Tide Hunter LOL, this time is I went to engage when most of my teammates still not ready yet. So eventually this mistake costs our 1st 2 towers at mid to be down LOL. Then eventually no other mistake was made and we end their pusher draft within 50 minutes too. The opponents starting pushing was quite slow although their draft was a pushing style and ours is like late game style lol. This round is so fun and our draft are very fantastic and indeed I think this match is the easiest match among all 4 LOL.

Our heroes: Tide Hunter and Lich at bottom, Warlock and Treant Protector at top, Shadow Fiend at mid.

Our 2nd round was so fantastic that those judges keep discussing about our godly draft LOL and how our godly combos clear the opponents without sweat and keep praising Yong Chuan say that he pro drafter LOL. But eventually is he?

3rd round: We are in top 4 le. I used omni knight this round, and we lost this round because their opponent medusa, countered both me and Broodmother. Which the 2 of us should be the main hero to win for this round but eventually both of us got countered so badly. The medusa owned yong chuan broodmother totally LOL. We really GG-ed because Broodmother BKB then ultimate then tio purge by medusa, no ultimate broodmother is shit during engage. And my repel and ultimate is always tio purged by medusa diffusal blade too. Our heroes are mainly late game and their heroes are mainly int + AOE heroes -.-

Our heroes: Omniknight & Lich bottom, Skeleton king and Warlock top, Broodmother bottom.

4th round: Now playing for 3rd / 4th position. I used Shadow Priest this round. Yong Chuan is so KK that he go ban visage & my TH zzz.. Told him don't ban NA just let them get because we saw them play NA and their NA is a useless shit NA that just feeds and feed and alot more mistake than my Skeleton King. But he still ban NA -.-
In the end we got backdoor by opponents and lost, because Yong Chuan KK again think that backdoor isn't allow when I long ago tell him that rules say can backdoor, walk-in backdoor but not TP backdoor he don't believe till the judge in the end show him the rule LOL. Eventually starting we were owning, but in the end we lost mainly because of opponent Shadow Fiend and Treant Protector. The treant protector played double root, refresher orb however he didn't double root at all, just faster cd by using refresher orb. Yong Chuan made a big mistake by scamming us that Treant no more ultimate then when our living heroes went to defend base, eventually the treant didn't used double root as what YC had said and we lost our mid rax. (They lost their mid rax before us though) YC Luna is totally useless lol

Our heroes: Shadow Priest, Luna, Warlock, Lich, Potm.

The judges say we lost in-term of draft but won in terms of skill, so eventually YC draft isn't that godly LOL. Because he KK go ban my TH and ban visage but just don't want to ban TP -.-

In the end, we ranked 4th LOL. No award given since only top 3 has -.-

Then we trained home after eating our dinner at Plaza Sing. Reached home around 6 pm. Then went to sleep around 7.30 pm. 28 hours didn't sleep -.- so was feeling freaking tired.

Saturday, September 13, 2008







Damn cute + clever chimp. I want to adopt a cat & a dog for accompanionship! They are so cute but sadly my parents don't like pets because they think that pets are troublesome & dirties -.-

Friday, September 12, 2008

09/09

Had 5A class chalet during that day. Susposedly to meet jr they all at CP to go downtown east together. However cheukman jio me go buy martell with him, so went CP to meet cheukman & shi min to go eat lunch together at yoshinoya, then after that me and cm took train to kovan to buy martell at some deserted place. $75, kinda cheap.

Then we took bus 53 or something one to Pasir Ris town park, and we walked quite a distance to the chalet. Then at there the 1st thing I did was play Uno Stacko with cheukman and deon, we played 2 rounds, 1st round I lose very fast because I don't know how to play LOL, my 1st time playing and I was so suay keep rolling till Draw Two. 2nd time I play I eventually survived till very long, but I still lose because they are just freaking tyco.

Then after playing uno stacko, watch the channel 8 drama 7 pm one till 8 pm. Then went to BBQ pit there and kapo people food, I don't cook at all (although last time when working in raffles hotel I am forced to do BBQ stuffs most of the time). Thanks to jr keep helping me BBQ those stuffs like chicken wings, hotdogs and crabstick hahaha. Then wei jie for BBQ the stingray for me hahaha.

Then at there watch hexun, wei pin, cheukman, hoong chun & wei hang play monopoly. They play quite long sia, 2 hours like that. Then all of us is like keep wanting to see hoong chun lose only. Although hexun is the first one who surrender himself because he doesn't have much property and much $ left, self-declared bankrupt. What a loser, wei hang with also 2 properties still can survive till very long.

Went E-Hub around 11.30 pm + like that to see if is there anything to play with cheukman mathew, vala & hexun. But sadly there isn't anything beside movie, but none of them are interested and ben & mathew keep want K-box but I kinda sian of K-box, my excuses was "WITH MAT? NO THANKS" hahahaha. Because mathew always di siao me one lor then I di siao him back he sian diao LOL.

Then we back to chalet after that, watched the movie that I rented for free during CP, The Exorcist one what la, the movie is kinda nice. They said it's a real story. @_@ wah like that demon own the father of the church, strong demons. The movie lasted for 2 hours like that, kinda long.

Then after that went to drink abit of martell with cheukman, mathew and jianrong. Me and cheukman join wei hang group they all play Uno cards, I played 1 round only though and the round was seriously kinda long. I can won quite a few times but everytime before I could win, wei hang is my obstacle keep sabotage me with his draw four or skip or reverse. I sibei sian sia. Then eventually I am the 4th to clear my decks la lol, can 1st one lor hahaha but wei hang sabotage..

Then went to Pasir Ris Park with jian rong, because the others don't want. So only we 2 walk till the end of Pasir Ris Park chatting about Yang Cheng Lin & Zhou Jie Lun & some other english songs of his which I told him I dislike those kind of songs. Then we discussed about our examination result and how we are at primary school and I told him how demoralised I am during my PSLE result, I thought I am always an average student but end up I getting into NA and that's when I gave up working hard. Yeah I know I deserve getting into NA because I was slacking since P5, I don't really pay attention in class and start to be lazy by not doing my homework and so. And PSLE I don't even study at all and totally unprepared, I don't even know that day was PSLE exams lol.

Then after the long walk, we went back to Downtown Macdonald and saw Gao hui, yong chuan, wei jie and deon playing Monopoly. yc at there extra be banker LOL, then wei jie at there emo because he's the 1st guy to lose. Then eventually Gao Hui is the champion la, because he's tyco. Then it's almost 7 am like that in the morning liao then we decided to go off first to home to sleep since there's bus le.

Reached home around 8 am then went to bathe and so then sleep at around 10 am.

10/09

Woke up around 4.30 pm & the first thing I woke up was seeing my phone was flooded with messages, most of them are school matters. One SIG student likes to flood our phone with 4 messages as always, he keep message me to remind us about the hacking workshop which susposedly to be 6 pm. Then I saw some sms from school about my exam result, I was shocked & didn't expect to get my result on 10th, which is a day earlier. Lol, I felt kinda shocked & disappointed when I saw the 1st 2 result, B+ then C+. Then I went to see the subject, BITS: B+, I am seriously SHOCKED! HOW THE HELL I GET B+ WHEN THE PAPERS ARE THAT DAMN EASY THAT I CAN SCORE FULL MARKS!! THE MOST CONFIDENCE PAPER I HAVE I SCORED B+? Probably it was due to my projects, I completed it in last minute and didn't put in much effort in doing my project lol. Then C+ for communication skill, I was glad, phew luckily not others subject because I expected my communication skill getting a lousy result, I am glad even with a D for that subject lol. Then I read further down my results, I was kinda shock too. Because I scored 2 Zs, 3 As. One Z was very expected, PRSP, java programming. And another Z was CARC, I totally unexpected about that because I thought my project was like also anyhow do LOL. And not only that, during examination because it was a night time and during that day for some reason I am just hell tiring, my brain couldn't work properly during that day. During paper I was like @_@ because it was abit hard, and I forgot how to do one question which consists of like 6 marks or so lol. And my DCNK I scored A for that, I am like HOW THE HELL I SCORED A? LOL. Even my classmates & lecturer is shocked that I scored A although the china guy in my class sabotage me to do sucky for my practical lab test lol. My lecturer eventually said that I did very good for my papers so I scored A, but my project isn't up to standard from my view, again I didn't put in any efforts in doing my projects LOL. CMaths1 & 2 I scored A, hahaha. Althought I keep skipping most of the lessons for the 2 Maths, I am able to score A. That's because I got some advantages by taking A Maths during Secondary School & those some other never learn before Maths topics can be easily learn by self by reading the lecture book and reading some examples.

Then went online to check for my GPA, I scored 3.79 for my 7 subjects GPA. Quite happy for it, because I asked my other classmates about their GPA too, The best one is 3.71, haha. So I guess I am the top in my class? However during hacking workshop I was told that there's a guy who scored all Zs LOL, hahaha. Probably if I put in a huge amount of effort to study instead of playing everyday and study on last minute, I could get the same result but I don't want to be that because I am totally lazy -.-

My lecturer said that he know that I did well for my examination because he saw my name in some top 10% name list, no idea what list is that. Hope it's director list, if that's the case I most likely to be able to go for diploma plus certificate.

The hacking workshop was seriously kinda crappy, because I got so confused and absolutely no idea how to use VMWare LOL, even the external lecturer goes there to teach us also don't know how to use VMWare LOL. Then I couldn't even put a tool file into my VMWare to run, and got different demo files from others. Therefore I can't catch up during that workshop at all -.-

11/09

Susposedly to wake up to ask say kiat and shengkai to go somewhere opposite of saykiat house there to buy bicycle for ourselves for night ridings, but all of us woke up kinda late so we didn't went out at all lol. Then stayed home for the rest of the days -.- And good luck to jordon for his 1st day of NS although I didn't manage have the time to meet him on before he went to camp because I am cropped up with stuffs.

12/09

Totally a boring day, staying at home doing nothing beside listening to songs. Hope that tomorrow they seriously plan to go Sentosa or what lol. If not I am going to be boring staying at home sleep, watch TV, online, eat, listening to songs again.

Monday, September 8, 2008

http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XNDIwMDcxMDA=.html

不良笑花 01

FIRST EPISODE. Waited quite long for this drama le. I going to watch it now and then I shall sleep.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

Is that really the only way out for me?

07/09

Played Mahjong with jeremy and katie at viwawa. Then went to watch Channel 8 Naked Weapon, the movie is kinda nice. Then played a round of dota. Life is so boring and meaningless, nothing to do at all. What we do mostly is just study and study and study, stresses comes in all the time. Then after studying, we don't even get to enjoy, mostly is then working or so. And if no work, then it's staying at home boring-ness. Sleep, eat, online, watch TV. Nothing else to do, life is simple....AND BORING AND MEANINGLESS.



And this is seriously sucks, because they expect us to go back to NTU for another seminar talk, why don't they just freaking end it on that session yesterday. They are freaking dumb, senseless, inconsiderate. Don't they know that how troublesome is it for some people like me and wei lin to travel there. It's almost an 1 hour 30 minutes trip to there -.- I wonder how will my 2nd brother going to survive after his army. Because he is getting to NTU business school, Nanyang Business School (NBS) after his army. His seat there is already secured because he recieved letter to go for interview there and got selected. He is been that so retard to go into some mechantronics course in TP with his L1R4 8 points, why go for a 2X course in poly lol. He seriously regretted that he nows jump to business -.-

Although now the talk is during night time, that's why it's worst. Because it's 10th September, and I need to go back to TP for intermediate hacking workshop at 7 pm - 9 pm. So it crashes into my timetable. And no way I am giving up my hacking workshop. So no I am not going for that seminar talk, sorry wei lin that I can't make it during that day lol. Oh yea and the stock market challenge stimulated game is going to start at monday -.-

Talking back bout university, I still haven't make up my mind whether if I want to go for degree studies after my army. Because I would most likely to lose my interest on study & study. It's basically too time wasting for my course on university, computer science. And after army I already wasted another 2 years + It's so unfair for males to go into army. I shall see if I am given opportunity in my industry after my army, and in IT industry, going to university is not really needed. Getting certificates like Cisco Networking Certs, Red Hat Certified Technician and so, it's more useful than a degree. Afterall my german friend already said computer science is more like wanting us to find a way to prove P = NP. Oh well many great matheticians already can't solve that now, and who am I to solve that -.- I can't be that lucky to get that 7 million nobel prize to solve that. I might consider of going to Australia to study my computer science degree after my army probably, since it's just 1 more year of studying if my GPA is > 3.0 which is possible for me lol.

So tired...Think I shall sleep now. And best if I can't wake up, I would wish to get stuck in my dream forever. No matter whether it's a good or bad dream, just let me die while in my dream so I don't have to suffer in this meaningless world.

06/09

Eventually I didn't sleep much before going to NTU, I fell asleep around 5.15 am or 5.20 am finally, however wei lin rang my home phone on 5.29 am lol, so I think I slept for like 10 mins only before going to NTU.

Then around 6.30 am wei lin rang me again, I fell asleep at my sofa, my mind was totally a blank of don't know what happened, then I suddenly remember I was susposedly to go out at 6.30 am to CP to meet wei lin.

After that rush to CP to meet wei lin. Then zhun zhun when I reached MRT just arrived so we chiong all the way for MRT then. Then after that took MRT to outram park and change to green line to boon lay. I didn't fell asleep at all at MRT while wei lin did, I slept hell lot lesser than him lol. We reached there quite early so had my breakfast at jurong point macdonald. Oh anyway this is the first time I went to Boon Lay lol, I never even go there once in my life.

Then after that we took bus 173 or something to NTU, NTU is seriously big. It's like 6x the size of SP or something like that, think got like half or 3/4 of the size of botanic garden or so. Even all the polys add up together also not bigger than that. NTU facilities and place is all so nice and neat, even the whole place looks so grand.

Then around 8.30 am we reached the Auditorium hall then we at there register our attendance, then took our goodies bag and signed up for some OCBC Young Investor Pack. Then went into the big hall and sat down. Seriously I am pretty mad because I didn't sleep much as the time states 9 am, but the talk starts at 10 am, and those talks are lame, useless, time-wasting and so. Till like 12 pm then is the real important talk, and the talk is like 1/2 hour. The guy presentation skill is not good at all, making me feeling kinda asleep (especially when I didn't sleep like for so long). The talks I also don't understand most of the definitions and so, the talk is more like for those ametuars that had studied Business before. And even wei lin study in Accountancy in NP also couldn't understand the talk.


However finally got know to what the stocks are all about, those fundamental analysis and Graph Statistic Analysis, isn't that some common sense ideas that I got it long ago and I already knew -.- Only 1/2 of the parts are those definitions part that are kinda new to me. However the sucks most is still that they give some some booklet and expect us to read @_@. It's so thick with like 300 + pages on one particular stock booklet. And I don't even feel like reading the thick booklet.

The talks end at 12.30 pm like that then I and wei lin took bus 173 back to Jurong Point and had our lunch at MOS burger. Then took train home, I didn't fell asleep for all the way till the way back home, not even in the hall. Only when train back to Dhoby Ghaut and Sengkang I fell asleep. However luckily I was awake on Dhoby Ghaut if not we are going to spend more time travelling back. Then on Sengkang Wei Lin woke me up.

Then reached home like 3 pm, then went online for awhile then sleep till 8 pm, had my dinner and did like nothing.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Just reached home awhile ago..

Went to CP just now around 6 pm with karsan to meet richmond, then had our dinner at KFC. Then took bus 89 to downtown east for shengkai chalet which susposedly for his birthday but it was an earlier celebration.

Then at there slack and slack and slack only, watching TV and walk around slacking. They having BBQ but didn't eat much beside eating 1 prawn and 2 hot dogs only. And the prawn is wei kang peel the shells for me one.

Then went home at around 11.30 pm, because wei lin just reminded me of going to NTU later on for the seminar talk on some OCBC organised game about stock or what one. Yeah I joined the game with him, so we going to meet later at 6.30 am to take train and bus to there, going to be a long trip there and the seminar starts at 8.45 am.

Then after that maybe going home and get some sleep then go back to chalet, didn't get to drink any liquor just cuz don't feel like drinking at all. I don't want to use liquor to kill my emo because that won't help at all, it's just delaying the effect, afterall I later still need go for seminar talk so it's seriously a no.

Ok now going to do stuffs like bathing and so.

Friday, September 5, 2008

05/09

Then went home and played wolfteam awhile alone with publics. Kinda abit sian because of laggers then went to play viwawa with benjamin, saykiat and meiyun. Won quite many rounds and got one round benjamin purposely feed me with wang zi then I won with 10 tiles LOL. Sibei happy that I at there keep laughning then my parents heard me laugh so loud and asked me what happened.

Tried cheating on viwawa mahjong game, but they have good programmers to put checks on their game that prevent game cheating lol so this game much more like unable to cheat because there aren't any flaws. Then left ben and me playing Chinese Chess, he fan sui 2 times let me win once and let me draw LOL when he should have won 3 times LOL. Well my chinese chess skills are kinda rusty, very long never play liao and I don't like the viwawa chinese chess. Hard to see and differentiate @_@, I prefer the one with the chinese word on it.

Then now going to play dai dee, big 2.5 with xiaoben soon. Later still need to go eat breakfast with him. I somehow sian of dota nowadays, no feeling to play at all. No idea why, maybe I can't put in anymore effort in playing dota because it's just sibei sian game. And this few days I just can't get totally over it, because I know that I still like her and I don't know how to find a reason to stop that feeling, but I will try my best, my heart is still feeling sour every moment but this few days I never think of her much le, so that's a good start.

Good luck to me, I going to play with xiaoben big 2.5 now. Till morning after have breakfast then sleep then go shengkai chalet for his birthday which should be 19th september, but postponed to tomorrow because jordon going to army soon. And well I am now thinking of going clubbing, age 18 one with shengkai le, to get over my feeling and since shengkai is a fan of clubbing, so I bet he would want go and I can accompany him now and since I have nothing to do at home, although I don't like clubbing but I will try to adapt to it lol. Probably I don't have "zi ai" ba, the things I don't like I still go do haha, just making myself suffer for nothing. Or maybe I am crazy afterall.

Oh and jr was writing chinese word, that reminds me something. I had a dream yesterday that I am still doing for my O level LOL, and it's chinese. In some mystery places, like the sewer laboratory in DMC 4 LOL. But it's realistic place since it's a dream. Then we have our O level exam at there, and I purposely don't want to give a shit on that paper, I at there and anyhow write answer and throw the exam paper to Guo Lao Shi face because she kpkb me for not been serious for my paper, that's totally how I am last year for O level chinese too. I then told her "I am already happy with my C6 for the 1st try, I don't want to go for 2nd attempt because I know I sure fail and I now fail for you to see" LOL, something like that my dream. Afterwards it's a more weird dream, I dreamt that suddenly for no reason, I was taking some bus at don't know where also, then the bus was like crashed on something and I fainted, then when I wake up, everyone died and there's like zombies everywhere. Sounds so like resident evil HAHAHA. Then I dreamt of myself to be some zombies hunter and go hunt those zombies to slay on LOL. And those zombies are like free frag to me, well I know blade trinity was shown on channel 5 few days ago but I didn't watch much because I was playing Wolfteam while my brother and dad was watching on the living room. And I can't avoid seeing because my laptop is at my kitchen table which is beside the living room, and the plasma TV is so big LOL, so I did watch abit.

And talking back about the zombie dream, I forgot what happened in the end but I remember it's just totally like a zombie slaying game where I am the good guy, a zombie slayer using some powerful fist instead of weapons LOL. And I kill them with my godly scratch, and somehow I am an invulnerable godly guy because I got bite a few time but I feel like those zombie are tickling my necks and don't evolve to zombie LOL, I am basically god! It's a strange dream but I like it since I get excited when I am in my dream, excited where I need to slay those zombies LOL.

Ok I shall go play dai dee with ben now, I keep him waiting quite long when I blogging LOL.

Haha and talking about raining on levina blog, I remember when I am still a small kids, like 6 - 8 years old, can't remember how old, when I am still living in my old apartment at tampines (yea quite near TP :( so it's kinda a waste that I don't stay there if not I can travel or walk to school everyday lol) I and my brother was waiting at a bus stop for my mom when it was raining so heavily, my mom was susposedly to bring me and my bro on an occasion trip to KFC to eat (you know when we are small kids our favourites are those fast food restaurant foods lol) then in the end while waiting, I and my brother was playing in the rain then both of us got ourself so wet up, in the end my mother was so angry with the both of us that she cancelled the KFC trip and I was at there crying for KFC LOL (haha I am a known-crybaby to my family till the age of 12 like that LOL) and in the end although I cry, she still didn't bring me to KFC to eat LOL. But since secondary school, everyday after school was like FAST FOOD at Compass Point, I can remember the very regular us at sec 1 & 2 were Xie Chao, Jeremy, Yin Jie, Chuekman, Wei Lin, Valentino, Jing Yuan and so we will always go CP almost daily after school to have our lunch at Yoshinoya(mostly with xie chao, jeremy and yin jie lol)/KFC/Burger King/Macdonald/Pizza Hut (mostly with xie chao, yin jie & jeremy also). Yeah we the "5566" always go CP and eat together one, thinking back it makes me feel so nostalgic about that time, and the 5566 are me, jeremy, xie chao, yinjie and forgot who liao la, think is chuekman or what. Then we all siao siao liao keep making every of us in class become a singer name, I am the xie zhi in 5566 LOL and then Xie Chao is Xiao Dao and jeremy is wang ren fu and the other 2 I forgot what name liao because I don't know 5566 name. Then Valentino also say himself as Pan Wei Bo LOL!! So maybe at that time Katie likes Valentino because he's Pan Wei Bo? LOL. We were really mad about that time telling those teachers about we are blablabla singer and those feng shui stuffs, even raffi also play along with us LOL.

Sadly raffi failed to get permission to let 2B to be together at sec 3 and so. Then sec 3 - 5 alot of things changed, didn't go CP as much as we were at sec 1 & 2 haha. And now got kinda sick of those fast food restaurants.

04/09

Stayed at home whole day playing games. Then around 9 pm went to serangoon garden just to drink one mocha ice blended and went slacking with jordon, karsan, arian, saykiat and richmond since they at lanshop playing dota. Then we took bus 315 then 43 to buangkok and eat while saykiat pang seh us go home. Then some of them had their dinner there while I at there just sit down slack slack and slack. Then walked home with karsan again like the midnight today. Then the 3 of them took cab home and jordon went arian house.

Went home and it's around 12 am ++ le lol...

Thursday, September 4, 2008

And now I am just back from my supper. It's so freaking boring, me, karsan and saykiat at there slack kinda long. BORING + BORING + BORING, still BORING!!

Ate quite alot la just now, damn hungry. Now I think I am kinda tired and I shall wash my face and then go sleep soon.
Damn no life these few days, keep staying home to play games and learning abit of reversing stuff to crack programs. Keep cracking a few of tutorials program already and it's kinda easy lol.

Now feeling god damn hungry, I shall go out for supper at buangkok with say kiat. BBL!

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

I am not that sad afterall with the answer. I am feeling abit happy that I have clear everything in me and I can start afresh now. Haha I am not sad thanks to some people like katie, jian rong, deon, yong chuan and gao hui. I got distracted by playing mahjong at viwawa with katie and I seriously won 3x or 4x when playing with her hahaha. She only won once cuz I feed her with "Cai" LOL and her sister didn't win once LOL. Then she don't want play liao cuz I think she lose dao sian. Then I went playing with other players, and play the Sweat channel. Wah need 3/4 tiles to win and I sibei godly keep winning LOL. I play like 6 times altogether at 3 and 4 tiles mode, I won like 4/6 rounds LOL. Mostly are pong pong fu and pin fu hahaha. I think I damn pro and can be mahjong god soon HAHAHA.

Then played Wolfteam with jr they all, I keep owning lor. Then jr is food, some public dulan him hai us lose to gao hui deon n yong chuan cuz jr feed them scores LOL. Not only once but most of the rounds his frags are negative LOL. More deaths than kills, wad a feeder, free food.

Ok so now back to dota after 2 days of never play because was playing Wolfteam haha. So sian nowadays staying at home doing nothing...

And I shall not want to step into any situation like this anymore. I cut my heart once, and I don't dare to let it get another cut anymore... However I am still happy that I have one more friend now because she still treats me as a friend and so shall I.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008



I am as confused as this song... I sincerely hope that she will give me an answer... I just want an answer no matter what the answer will be...

我掉进爱情悬崖
跌太深爬不出来
下降的速度太快
来不及踏上未来
妳的爱反复徘徊
打乱我呼吸节拍
该怎么逃开 我控制不来

我掉进爱情悬崖
回想起妳的可爱
傻傻的还在等待
以为妳还会回来
妳的脸慢慢离开
时间快将我掩埋
消失的太快 我负荷不来

I am trapped there now, so I want to get out of there with just an answer from her... :( I want to stop feeling restricted and confusing, that message will be the one that decides it. For that I can't get to bed for the whole night, and these few days I can't sleep well because I keep getting confused every night...

As time goes by...I feeling getting crazier and crazier due to that. This is the 1st time I am like this and I don't know why. She's the only girl who could do that to me, and I never ever felt like this before. I don't know why and I am really confused...

Now I don't think anyone can understand what I am feeling right now totally, they aren't me and they won't know... Only I know that I am feeling very messed up now. I am totally awake clearly and I know what I am doing and thinking now... I never like someone till like this... And I don't know why. I think it's the maximum stage of liking someone or so..

I think I can just forget about sleeping for today because I can't even get to bed...