TAKE
MY
PAIN
AWAY!!
SPELL IT OUT!!
TELL ME I WAS WRONG...
TELL ME I WAS WRONG...
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Recently keep listening to English songs... I think this is the first step to start changing myself..
I'm alive but I'm
losing all my drive
I am losing all my drive. Don't have any motivation to do anything. I don't have the motivation to study or do anything else... I feel my life is so meaningless and empty...
19/02
Went out around evening to AMK hub to meet Wei Jie, Zhongkai and Hexun to watch K-20.
The movie was quite alright... After that went home and study OOPG till like 2 am.
20/02
Had OOPG exam at 2.30 pm
The paper was kinda easy, I wrote quite alot even for the few marks question because was writing till very detailed although it's not really needed. Hopefully able to score Z for the subject, or at least an A. I scored an overall A for term test + lab test + assignment, and my teacher said my lab test 2 should be full mark...
After that meet up with Gao Hui then went E-hub to book Let the Right One In tickets at The Cathay. Had mr chicken rice with Gao Hui at E-hub, quite nice the chicken rice. After that the both of us played arcade at there.
Then took bus 89 to Gao Hui house to meet up with Wei Jie and Zhong Kai there. At there then slack awhile and try out his Guitar. Then went off shortly after that to Hougang Plaza since Wei Jie want to deal. Then took train off to Cathay to meet up with others.
Ok, the movie sucks and boring. Meaningless movie, thanks to wei jie recommendation. The movie is totally CMI! After that took train back home.
21/02
Went out to CP with Wei Jie, Zhongkai and Deon to CP and had our lunch at Pizza Hut. Zhongkai scammed us telling us got 2 pizza for $19.90, but end up we had some meal which is so sucky for $36.90.
Then we were like so boring and then planned to watch Outlander at last minute. So we cabbed to AMK hub. Initially we didn't plan to call the others because it was quite abit rushy and Wei Jie needs to go to his relative house for dinner. But end up we catched later movie and called the others.
The movie is quite average. After that we took bus 86 to Jalan Kayu and had Pratas and then took bus 86 to CP and walked home.
22/02
Susposedly to meet with Hoong Chun at 2 pm at CP to study for DBIS. Then end up 3 pm meet him because Jeremy wants to eat lunch first. Then when we went to CP library, there was like no more table for us, neither do starbuck has. And therefore we went Jeremy house to study.
Didn't study much beside learning Normalisation... Then Hoong Chun left at around 7 pm, then we cabbed to Jalan Kayu prata house again for dinner. Then the few of us - Yin Jie, Jeremy, Cheukman and me had dinner at there.
We then went to some playground around there and slack for awhile then cabbed back to Jeremy house to retrieved back our stuffs then went home. Went home and play dota 1 round then study more at around 1.30 am till around 3.30 am and then went to bed. Couldn't get to sleep till like 4.30 am.
23/02
Woke up around 7.40 am, slept for only like 3 hours. Then went to School for DBIS exam at 9.30 am. The paper was quite alright, the SQL commands most likely could be able to score almost full mark or full mark. However I think I did quite badly for normalisation question 1, that question was like 15 marks. Hopefully still can score at least a B for my DBIS, my term test scored C, assignment A though..
Then went home and slept till like 6 pm, then went to Jeremy house and reach at 7 pm susposedly to study SAS. Then had no mood to study at all when reach there. Then ordered Canadian Pizza for our dinner. And played BlackJack and Big 2 with Yin Jie and Cheukman for quite long then till like 10 pm then got mood study, study abit then went home.
Reached home and slack furthermore till around 12.30 pm then study. Then was memorising and reading past year paper, quite sian because I don't really know what to study for SAS. Study till like 3.30 pm again and went to sleep..
24/02
SAS exam at 2.30 pm. Reached school around 1.45 pm. SAS exam is like the easiest among this 3 semesters. Luckily what I had studied had come out for exam except for the Danger of Prototyping, didn't expect that prototyping and danger of prototyping will come out so I didn't study that. Hopefully I can still pass, I did the question for prototyping instead of use case model because the theory is like quite easy...
Hopefully I get at least a C for SAS and pass SAS. And this is also my last paper...
Then went home with Gao Hui. After that went out to AMK hub with Wei Jie, Zhongkai and Yong Chuan to watch Valkyrie at AMK Hub at 7.35 pm. The movie is quite alright, it's more on storyline than actions. History story is always nice....
After that took bus 86 to CP then walked back home.
Reached home and played a few rounds of dota with Zhong Kai and Wei Jie and Yong Chuan then now doing Maple stuffs for awhile...
Going wake up at 11 am later, try to wake up at that time then go CP eat Yoshinoya with Wei Jie, then go my house and play PS3 Naruto with him maybe... I going to start training my Guitar soon...
I'm alive but I'm
losing all my drive
I am losing all my drive. Don't have any motivation to do anything. I don't have the motivation to study or do anything else... I feel my life is so meaningless and empty...
19/02
Went out around evening to AMK hub to meet Wei Jie, Zhongkai and Hexun to watch K-20.
The movie was quite alright... After that went home and study OOPG till like 2 am.
20/02
Had OOPG exam at 2.30 pm
The paper was kinda easy, I wrote quite alot even for the few marks question because was writing till very detailed although it's not really needed. Hopefully able to score Z for the subject, or at least an A. I scored an overall A for term test + lab test + assignment, and my teacher said my lab test 2 should be full mark...
After that meet up with Gao Hui then went E-hub to book Let the Right One In tickets at The Cathay. Had mr chicken rice with Gao Hui at E-hub, quite nice the chicken rice. After that the both of us played arcade at there.
Then took bus 89 to Gao Hui house to meet up with Wei Jie and Zhong Kai there. At there then slack awhile and try out his Guitar. Then went off shortly after that to Hougang Plaza since Wei Jie want to deal. Then took train off to Cathay to meet up with others.
Ok, the movie sucks and boring. Meaningless movie, thanks to wei jie recommendation. The movie is totally CMI! After that took train back home.
21/02
Went out to CP with Wei Jie, Zhongkai and Deon to CP and had our lunch at Pizza Hut. Zhongkai scammed us telling us got 2 pizza for $19.90, but end up we had some meal which is so sucky for $36.90.
Then we were like so boring and then planned to watch Outlander at last minute. So we cabbed to AMK hub. Initially we didn't plan to call the others because it was quite abit rushy and Wei Jie needs to go to his relative house for dinner. But end up we catched later movie and called the others.
The movie is quite average. After that we took bus 86 to Jalan Kayu and had Pratas and then took bus 86 to CP and walked home.
22/02
Susposedly to meet with Hoong Chun at 2 pm at CP to study for DBIS. Then end up 3 pm meet him because Jeremy wants to eat lunch first. Then when we went to CP library, there was like no more table for us, neither do starbuck has. And therefore we went Jeremy house to study.
Didn't study much beside learning Normalisation... Then Hoong Chun left at around 7 pm, then we cabbed to Jalan Kayu prata house again for dinner. Then the few of us - Yin Jie, Jeremy, Cheukman and me had dinner at there.
We then went to some playground around there and slack for awhile then cabbed back to Jeremy house to retrieved back our stuffs then went home. Went home and play dota 1 round then study more at around 1.30 am till around 3.30 am and then went to bed. Couldn't get to sleep till like 4.30 am.
23/02
Woke up around 7.40 am, slept for only like 3 hours. Then went to School for DBIS exam at 9.30 am. The paper was quite alright, the SQL commands most likely could be able to score almost full mark or full mark. However I think I did quite badly for normalisation question 1, that question was like 15 marks. Hopefully still can score at least a B for my DBIS, my term test scored C, assignment A though..
Then went home and slept till like 6 pm, then went to Jeremy house and reach at 7 pm susposedly to study SAS. Then had no mood to study at all when reach there. Then ordered Canadian Pizza for our dinner. And played BlackJack and Big 2 with Yin Jie and Cheukman for quite long then till like 10 pm then got mood study, study abit then went home.
Reached home and slack furthermore till around 12.30 pm then study. Then was memorising and reading past year paper, quite sian because I don't really know what to study for SAS. Study till like 3.30 pm again and went to sleep..
24/02
SAS exam at 2.30 pm. Reached school around 1.45 pm. SAS exam is like the easiest among this 3 semesters. Luckily what I had studied had come out for exam except for the Danger of Prototyping, didn't expect that prototyping and danger of prototyping will come out so I didn't study that. Hopefully I can still pass, I did the question for prototyping instead of use case model because the theory is like quite easy...
Hopefully I get at least a C for SAS and pass SAS. And this is also my last paper...
Then went home with Gao Hui. After that went out to AMK hub with Wei Jie, Zhongkai and Yong Chuan to watch Valkyrie at AMK Hub at 7.35 pm. The movie is quite alright, it's more on storyline than actions. History story is always nice....
After that took bus 86 to CP then walked back home.
Reached home and played a few rounds of dota with Zhong Kai and Wei Jie and Yong Chuan then now doing Maple stuffs for awhile...
Going wake up at 11 am later, try to wake up at that time then go CP eat Yoshinoya with Wei Jie, then go my house and play PS3 Naruto with him maybe... I going to start training my Guitar soon...
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
15/02
Went out with Jian Rong, Gao Hui and Deon to Plaza Sing. Had our lunch, Ajisen at there. It's much more nicer alot than Compass Point one, Compass Point one is like quite bland.
Then we went to Arcade to play to wait for that Yong Chuan, while waiting the few of us were playing Tekken 5 at the arcade beside PC Bunk. We played quite a few rounds. I don't know how to play and was spamming random buttons LOL.
After them arrive, around 5.20 pm we took train to Peninsula. Went to see guitars because Gao Hui wants to see see Electric Guitar and I want to buy a Guitar. After that there's was like so many people and crowdy, so look for awhile then got one of the acoustic guitar I had my eyes on. But we were like "come back later".
Then went Funan IT Mall to walk walk awhile to buy my USB extension. Bought a 4 slots USB extension for my Guitar Hero 3 players because my PS3 is the old version which has just 2 USB port for controllers.
Then when we went back to Peninsula and wanted to get my guitar, the short was closing. Luckily the lady allow us to enter and get my guitar before they closed. So I got a white guitar for $180, a ladder bag for $35, a tuner for $18. After getting our stuffs we all except Yong Chuan and his gf went hougang for our dinner. I wanted to get Gao Hui notes.
Then went to Hougang Plaza there eat Chicken Rice and walked to Gao Hui house to take his note. After that Deon sponsored us cab to my house to play Guitar Hero World Tour.
Reached my house around 8 pm, we were playing like quite crazy. I didn't play guitar nor drum, I only play with the mic. Well I don't know how to sing the songs but I was like "singing randomly" and making noise so that I hit the correct pitch ROFL! Then there was some song like "The Truth" that we keep losing because of deon the burden. The song was like so siao to sing and I keep singing multiple times on the very very high pitch "oh ah oh" (if i m not wrong) to make sure my voice pitch hits correctly and it was like so tiring and hard. We failed like couple of times because mostly of the drumer deon, then we skip the song.
Then Gao Hui help me tune abit for my Guitar and teach me how to play the chords, shortly after that they went home because it was like too late and my mom wants to sleep soon. Therefore no more Guitar Hero...
Now just had a bath after tuning my Guitar. Going to do some stuffs and try out guitar before I sleep. Later 11 am still need reach TP for the Cambodia Trip briefing.... Sianz, waste my time for practicing my Guitar chords LOL. Exam period, but I am like not worried at all but still go spend my time playing real guitar and PS3 Guitar Hero LOL.
Went out with Jian Rong, Gao Hui and Deon to Plaza Sing. Had our lunch, Ajisen at there. It's much more nicer alot than Compass Point one, Compass Point one is like quite bland.
Then we went to Arcade to play to wait for that Yong Chuan, while waiting the few of us were playing Tekken 5 at the arcade beside PC Bunk. We played quite a few rounds. I don't know how to play and was spamming random buttons LOL.
After them arrive, around 5.20 pm we took train to Peninsula. Went to see guitars because Gao Hui wants to see see Electric Guitar and I want to buy a Guitar. After that there's was like so many people and crowdy, so look for awhile then got one of the acoustic guitar I had my eyes on. But we were like "come back later".
Then went Funan IT Mall to walk walk awhile to buy my USB extension. Bought a 4 slots USB extension for my Guitar Hero 3 players because my PS3 is the old version which has just 2 USB port for controllers.
Then when we went back to Peninsula and wanted to get my guitar, the short was closing. Luckily the lady allow us to enter and get my guitar before they closed. So I got a white guitar for $180, a ladder bag for $35, a tuner for $18. After getting our stuffs we all except Yong Chuan and his gf went hougang for our dinner. I wanted to get Gao Hui notes.
Then went to Hougang Plaza there eat Chicken Rice and walked to Gao Hui house to take his note. After that Deon sponsored us cab to my house to play Guitar Hero World Tour.
Reached my house around 8 pm, we were playing like quite crazy. I didn't play guitar nor drum, I only play with the mic. Well I don't know how to sing the songs but I was like "singing randomly" and making noise so that I hit the correct pitch ROFL! Then there was some song like "The Truth" that we keep losing because of deon the burden. The song was like so siao to sing and I keep singing multiple times on the very very high pitch "oh ah oh" (if i m not wrong) to make sure my voice pitch hits correctly and it was like so tiring and hard. We failed like couple of times because mostly of the drumer deon, then we skip the song.
Then Gao Hui help me tune abit for my Guitar and teach me how to play the chords, shortly after that they went home because it was like too late and my mom wants to sleep soon. Therefore no more Guitar Hero...
Now just had a bath after tuning my Guitar. Going to do some stuffs and try out guitar before I sleep. Later 11 am still need reach TP for the Cambodia Trip briefing.... Sianz, waste my time for practicing my Guitar chords LOL. Exam period, but I am like not worried at all but still go spend my time playing real guitar and PS3 Guitar Hero LOL.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
13/02
Ponned my psychology because the last group I bet 90% they won't turn up since they are already late submission for their project for 2 weeks, and psychology exam are over and I still have one more leave lol. Then went out to TM to meet the rest for cheuk man and katie birthday celebration.
We took train to commonwealth and went to somewhere to had our dinner. We had dinner at long beach restaurant. Eating all the good stuffs like sharkfin soup, black pepper crab, some mango fish and durian pudding. The foods are quite good.
Jeremy is quite cb. Because our table is at open area then there were like flys flying around. Then he go use his chopstick and kill one of the fly and then lied to the staff that there's this fly in the fish. Then in the end got 10% discount LOL. Well the dinner bill sums up to $440 like that.
After that we went to blk 8 at there the Ben & Jerry and slack around there. Had Singapore Sling cocktail, isn't really tasty. Then after that we had red wine, that's much nicer than the Singapore Sling. We at there chit chat and slack and listen to the band till like 11 pm ++
Then we cabbed home with cab. The many seaters cab (forgot what name liao) was so comfortable and the 5 of us (me, jeremy, cheuk man, katie and celestine) could still watch Tom & Jerry in the cab.
After that reaches home, do some stuffs, then was feeling not anymore giddy around 3 am then went to sleep.
14/02
19th emo valentine day for me. Woke up at around 1 pm. Then had dota game till like 4.30 pm. Then went to bath and cabbed to AMK hub with Deon, Yong Chuan and Jolin to meet with others because we were late for movie. We susposedly watching Pink Panther 2 at 5.15 pm but reach there around like 5.30 pm, thanks to deon the late comer.
The movie is quite funny and nice. After the movie, all of us except for the couple went for prawn noodle again at the coffee shop. Then all of us meet up again and took bus 88 to Junction 8. Gao Hui at there keep tell me "88 never reach J8" when I remember it got, he still say he last time from Ai Tong primary school always take bus 88 never reach J8 LOL. But in the end I told him "got leh, bishan mrt station is J8 liao leh." then he at there deny that he got say that lol.
After that we went to drink coffee bean, wei jie and zhongkai keep kio my favourite mocha ice blended sia, I think almost half of my drink they kapo away. After that we went to walk walk, and went arcade play at around 9.15 pm. I exchanged for 4 tokens initially to play the donoe what slide the donoe what plate to another goal to score game, but then people keep playing and no turn for me to play with wei jie.
So spent my 4 tokens playing the Street Fighter game, well I lost all 3 rounds. I lost to Gao Hui LOL, because using "hai do ken" is like so hard, and the first round I choosed wrong character, honda or what one. I wanted to choose ken lol. Then there was a guy who is quite pro using donoe rel blablabla one. Everytime Gao Hui win me he needs to challenge the guy and he keep lose to that guy LOL, not just him who lose la, but also many others who go try challenge the guy multiple times also lose till like the shop ending he still can't finish his game because so many challengers.
After that took bus 156 home. Well I wanted to wake Yong Chuan up before alighting although deon tell me and wei jie "don't care them". Then when I woke him and Jolin up, they alight the bus stop with us when they should take one more stop, well I am innocent and trying to wake him up only LOL but he kam gong also go alight -.-
Then walked home, reach home went online. My brother finally bought back the Guitar Hero World Tour set, I fork out the money to ask him help me buy though, $280 for the whole set, it consist of one mic, one drum and one guitar.
Then played a round of dota and then play PS3 Guitar Hero with my bro. The 2 of us just playing on drum and guitar. I admit that I am a noob, because I can hardly win medium stage drum and guitar LOL. I keep sabotage my bro to keep restart and make him till his hand so tired because I keep miss the note and lose. Guitar Hero is fun, I always wanted to buy the whole set but then afraid that my parents nag at me because it's so big, but my brother tell them so I don't need to hear them lol. Well I am interested to buy Guitar hero because somehow I am interested in musics, I want to learn guitar, piano and etc.
Well but after playing Guitar Hero, I got abit demoralise on playing musical instruments because I can't even play well in Guitar Hero, I think I need more time training my Guitar Hero although exams are coming soon LOL! Study week = Guitar Hero week ba. Although I don't listen to english song, especially those rock songs, but now I am adapting to it. I can't play well in Guitar Hero is mostly due to no rhythm, I don't have any rhythm with those rock songs so I can't play well LOL. But I still like Micheal Jackson the BEAT IT! song when playing.
Hopefully there's some custom chinese songs available for download and to play on so I get the rhythms to play better LOL. Sadly Monday I need to go TP for Cambodia briefing, no time stated yet -.- if not maybe can invite some of you to come my house play Guitar Hero together lol. Some other time ba I guess... Wednesday got OOPG revision in school with lotsa other course students also. Although I can skip it and still get my A for OOPG I guess, but I still want to go for some reasons :D, one of them is I want to aim for a Z for OOPG LOL.
Alright, it's 6.06 am now, I guess I should get some sleep soon. Hopefully later going to donoe where to buy my real Guitar and start learning on how to play with Xavier when I got time. And learn piano / keyboard when there's chance for me. And lastly, Katie DONT FORGET WHAT YOU SAID AR, BEFORE APRIL, we go learn drum together. HAHAAH now i shall train drum at my guitar hero first! But hopefully I got time la.
My holidays are quite packed -.- Almost every week there's like event for me. Going back school to study for hacking research training programme, learning python and C language at first few week, then CCNA3 revision at one of the week, then RHCT training at one of the week. Then finally some "level 1 hacking" training. And one of the week of OCP - Cambodia Trip and wonder when is my Global Citizenship lesson -.-
I don't know when I am free to learn my instruments, most likely Sat & Sun only LOL, but still I want to play musical instruments!
LOL @ this. SAD GAO HUI, don't sad. Next time when I happy one day then I give you the link LOL!
Ponned my psychology because the last group I bet 90% they won't turn up since they are already late submission for their project for 2 weeks, and psychology exam are over and I still have one more leave lol. Then went out to TM to meet the rest for cheuk man and katie birthday celebration.
We took train to commonwealth and went to somewhere to had our dinner. We had dinner at long beach restaurant. Eating all the good stuffs like sharkfin soup, black pepper crab, some mango fish and durian pudding. The foods are quite good.
Jeremy is quite cb. Because our table is at open area then there were like flys flying around. Then he go use his chopstick and kill one of the fly and then lied to the staff that there's this fly in the fish. Then in the end got 10% discount LOL. Well the dinner bill sums up to $440 like that.
After that we went to blk 8 at there the Ben & Jerry and slack around there. Had Singapore Sling cocktail, isn't really tasty. Then after that we had red wine, that's much nicer than the Singapore Sling. We at there chit chat and slack and listen to the band till like 11 pm ++
Then we cabbed home with cab. The many seaters cab (forgot what name liao) was so comfortable and the 5 of us (me, jeremy, cheuk man, katie and celestine) could still watch Tom & Jerry in the cab.
After that reaches home, do some stuffs, then was feeling not anymore giddy around 3 am then went to sleep.
14/02
19th emo valentine day for me. Woke up at around 1 pm. Then had dota game till like 4.30 pm. Then went to bath and cabbed to AMK hub with Deon, Yong Chuan and Jolin to meet with others because we were late for movie. We susposedly watching Pink Panther 2 at 5.15 pm but reach there around like 5.30 pm, thanks to deon the late comer.
The movie is quite funny and nice. After the movie, all of us except for the couple went for prawn noodle again at the coffee shop. Then all of us meet up again and took bus 88 to Junction 8. Gao Hui at there keep tell me "88 never reach J8" when I remember it got, he still say he last time from Ai Tong primary school always take bus 88 never reach J8 LOL. But in the end I told him "got leh, bishan mrt station is J8 liao leh." then he at there deny that he got say that lol.
After that we went to drink coffee bean, wei jie and zhongkai keep kio my favourite mocha ice blended sia, I think almost half of my drink they kapo away. After that we went to walk walk, and went arcade play at around 9.15 pm. I exchanged for 4 tokens initially to play the donoe what slide the donoe what plate to another goal to score game, but then people keep playing and no turn for me to play with wei jie.
So spent my 4 tokens playing the Street Fighter game, well I lost all 3 rounds. I lost to Gao Hui LOL, because using "hai do ken" is like so hard, and the first round I choosed wrong character, honda or what one. I wanted to choose ken lol. Then there was a guy who is quite pro using donoe rel blablabla one. Everytime Gao Hui win me he needs to challenge the guy and he keep lose to that guy LOL, not just him who lose la, but also many others who go try challenge the guy multiple times also lose till like the shop ending he still can't finish his game because so many challengers.
After that took bus 156 home. Well I wanted to wake Yong Chuan up before alighting although deon tell me and wei jie "don't care them". Then when I woke him and Jolin up, they alight the bus stop with us when they should take one more stop, well I am innocent and trying to wake him up only LOL but he kam gong also go alight -.-
Then walked home, reach home went online. My brother finally bought back the Guitar Hero World Tour set, I fork out the money to ask him help me buy though, $280 for the whole set, it consist of one mic, one drum and one guitar.
Then played a round of dota and then play PS3 Guitar Hero with my bro. The 2 of us just playing on drum and guitar. I admit that I am a noob, because I can hardly win medium stage drum and guitar LOL. I keep sabotage my bro to keep restart and make him till his hand so tired because I keep miss the note and lose. Guitar Hero is fun, I always wanted to buy the whole set but then afraid that my parents nag at me because it's so big, but my brother tell them so I don't need to hear them lol. Well I am interested to buy Guitar hero because somehow I am interested in musics, I want to learn guitar, piano and etc.
Well but after playing Guitar Hero, I got abit demoralise on playing musical instruments because I can't even play well in Guitar Hero, I think I need more time training my Guitar Hero although exams are coming soon LOL! Study week = Guitar Hero week ba. Although I don't listen to english song, especially those rock songs, but now I am adapting to it. I can't play well in Guitar Hero is mostly due to no rhythm, I don't have any rhythm with those rock songs so I can't play well LOL. But I still like Micheal Jackson the BEAT IT! song when playing.
Hopefully there's some custom chinese songs available for download and to play on so I get the rhythms to play better LOL. Sadly Monday I need to go TP for Cambodia briefing, no time stated yet -.- if not maybe can invite some of you to come my house play Guitar Hero together lol. Some other time ba I guess... Wednesday got OOPG revision in school with lotsa other course students also. Although I can skip it and still get my A for OOPG I guess, but I still want to go for some reasons :D, one of them is I want to aim for a Z for OOPG LOL.
Alright, it's 6.06 am now, I guess I should get some sleep soon. Hopefully later going to donoe where to buy my real Guitar and start learning on how to play with Xavier when I got time. And learn piano / keyboard when there's chance for me. And lastly, Katie DONT FORGET WHAT YOU SAID AR, BEFORE APRIL, we go learn drum together. HAHAAH now i shall train drum at my guitar hero first! But hopefully I got time la.
My holidays are quite packed -.- Almost every week there's like event for me. Going back school to study for hacking research training programme, learning python and C language at first few week, then CCNA3 revision at one of the week, then RHCT training at one of the week. Then finally some "level 1 hacking" training. And one of the week of OCP - Cambodia Trip and wonder when is my Global Citizenship lesson -.-
I don't know when I am free to learn my instruments, most likely Sat & Sun only LOL, but still I want to play musical instruments!
LOL @ this. SAD GAO HUI, don't sad. Next time when I happy one day then I give you the link LOL!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
No DBIS lab this week, so OOPG lab starts at 11 am and need to reach school at that time. Hmm... Wondering if I should go sociology tutorial anot at 4 - 6 pm, exam and project already over, go there don't know do what beside getting the attendance but I still valid for 2 leaves lol because my attendance still 100% and this week is the last week.
Not sure.. Because I am having hacking research briefing at 6 pm, which is like damn lateeeeeee. Sianzzzzzzzz... This few days, I suddenly lose the feel to do anything, and feeling damn no mood. Probably I don't see any meaning in life anymore. I just feel like sleeping through my life.
Somehow I have the thoughts. Some people may thinks that I am quite successful been so young and so rich, but my thoughts is that even I have money, I aren't happy at all. I feel kinda lonely most of the times. I think I am quite a failure in life, I don't like my life!! How I hope that I don't even exist in this solitary world.
I have nothing more to keeps me motivate on my life, I feel like giving up on what I am doing... Exams are around the corner but I just don't have anything to keep me motivate to study, I totally lost my motivation for school work for the past few weeks. I used to think that I should work hard for my future so I can start a family and provide them a good life, now I don't even want to think of that... I have the feeling that I am fated to be single.. Probably some punishment in my previous life lol. I need to find a meaning in life...
一路向北, just feel like listening this song.... The song suits my mood.
My heart feels so empty and lost...
10/02
Cabbed to school at around 10.45 pm because I was late for meeting, it's like so hard for me to get a cab and one guy around 20 - 30 years old just came and asked me if I am waiting for cab and I said yeah, then he like so lucky got one cab immediately and ask me to get in, he's so kind LOL. Yeah he's waiting for cab too, however he got the manner to queue up, thanks god he's not one of the typical Singaporean.
At school was having SAS interview, well the interview went quite smoothly. After that turned up for DBIS and SAS lecture because was revision. It's like the 2nd and last time in my whole semester that I paid so much attention during SAS and it's the first time when I hear that Ang Chin Chai start a joke in his lecture (although it's quite lame).
Then shortly after our lecture, took bus to CP and reached CP around 5 pm to meet up with Richmond. Then we took bus 156 to Junction 8 because he wants to fix his handphone also. Then the queue was like so long, his number was 1119 and the queue was 1102 or so, then we went to walk walk and came back quite long the number was still 1107 -.-
So then I asked him to take another queue ticket and go eat our dinner. Then we had our dinner at ding tai feng, we had 30 xiao long baos and 2 donoe what beef noodle lol overall. The bill was $59.90.
Then when we went back to the Sony Ericsson Service Centre, just nice the number was 1127 which was his 2nd ticket. Then we went in and had his phone sent in to get repaired, then we got each of us a new Sony Ericsson X1 battery cover for $29.95 each after 7% tax and $25 original price (something like that). Then overall the charge was $59.90 again lol.
Well the battery cover is much better than my previous one, which was very loose and obviously, the paint dropped off, especially XPERIA word dropped off and there were like visible scratches LOL. After changing my battery cover, my Xperia looks quite new again.
But well, I still don't like Xperia, it's too lag. I can't stand the lagnes and the buggyness. Hope to get back my SE C905 ASAP... Wanted to bring to cambodia to take pictures, but think can't already because 1 month ++, sad... And susposedly wanted to give my bro my Xperia after my exam, looks like now need to get back my C905 first which is like still quite long -.-
After making his handphone, Richmond took train to AMK to meet his classmates while I took bus 156 home.
Reached home and browse the internet, then went to play dota for quite a few rounds... Life is so boring and meaningless... Looks like I don't have an aim anymore.
Not sure.. Because I am having hacking research briefing at 6 pm, which is like damn lateeeeeee. Sianzzzzzzzz... This few days, I suddenly lose the feel to do anything, and feeling damn no mood. Probably I don't see any meaning in life anymore. I just feel like sleeping through my life.
Somehow I have the thoughts. Some people may thinks that I am quite successful been so young and so rich, but my thoughts is that even I have money, I aren't happy at all. I feel kinda lonely most of the times. I think I am quite a failure in life, I don't like my life!! How I hope that I don't even exist in this solitary world.
I have nothing more to keeps me motivate on my life, I feel like giving up on what I am doing... Exams are around the corner but I just don't have anything to keep me motivate to study, I totally lost my motivation for school work for the past few weeks. I used to think that I should work hard for my future so I can start a family and provide them a good life, now I don't even want to think of that... I have the feeling that I am fated to be single.. Probably some punishment in my previous life lol. I need to find a meaning in life...
一路向北, just feel like listening this song.... The song suits my mood.
My heart feels so empty and lost...
10/02
Cabbed to school at around 10.45 pm because I was late for meeting, it's like so hard for me to get a cab and one guy around 20 - 30 years old just came and asked me if I am waiting for cab and I said yeah, then he like so lucky got one cab immediately and ask me to get in, he's so kind LOL. Yeah he's waiting for cab too, however he got the manner to queue up, thanks god he's not one of the typical Singaporean.
At school was having SAS interview, well the interview went quite smoothly. After that turned up for DBIS and SAS lecture because was revision. It's like the 2nd and last time in my whole semester that I paid so much attention during SAS and it's the first time when I hear that Ang Chin Chai start a joke in his lecture (although it's quite lame).
Then shortly after our lecture, took bus to CP and reached CP around 5 pm to meet up with Richmond. Then we took bus 156 to Junction 8 because he wants to fix his handphone also. Then the queue was like so long, his number was 1119 and the queue was 1102 or so, then we went to walk walk and came back quite long the number was still 1107 -.-
So then I asked him to take another queue ticket and go eat our dinner. Then we had our dinner at ding tai feng, we had 30 xiao long baos and 2 donoe what beef noodle lol overall. The bill was $59.90.
Then when we went back to the Sony Ericsson Service Centre, just nice the number was 1127 which was his 2nd ticket. Then we went in and had his phone sent in to get repaired, then we got each of us a new Sony Ericsson X1 battery cover for $29.95 each after 7% tax and $25 original price (something like that). Then overall the charge was $59.90 again lol.
Well the battery cover is much better than my previous one, which was very loose and obviously, the paint dropped off, especially XPERIA word dropped off and there were like visible scratches LOL. After changing my battery cover, my Xperia looks quite new again.
But well, I still don't like Xperia, it's too lag. I can't stand the lagnes and the buggyness. Hope to get back my SE C905 ASAP... Wanted to bring to cambodia to take pictures, but think can't already because 1 month ++, sad... And susposedly wanted to give my bro my Xperia after my exam, looks like now need to get back my C905 first which is like still quite long -.-
After making his handphone, Richmond took train to AMK to meet his classmates while I took bus 156 home.
Reached home and browse the internet, then went to play dota for quite a few rounds... Life is so boring and meaningless... Looks like I don't have an aim anymore.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Has been quite busy for the past few weeks. Today is going to be my last presentation and then study week 1 week. So feeling quite relaxing! Finally projects are over and this dumb SAS presentation today will going to finish, I am finally free.
However my holidays aren't free, I took part in one of the hacking research team for our this batch of students. Then we are required to take up our RHCT certifcate during the holiday, and I still have Cambodia trip, class outing, CCNA3 and CCNA4. Not only that, lastly my Final Theory Test on 17/3 where I booked online with Gao Hui. Intially wanted to book 13/3 yesterday however the system was like responsing with error message so couldn't book yesterday, and then in the end when I came back home after school left only 17th and onwards -.-
Ok going to sleep soon after I done my Maplestory stuff for richmond. Maplestory is always a burden for me. I need to wake up at 9 am tomorrow and go school earlier for group meeting for preparation for the SAS interview. Luckily we don't have to wear formal for it :D
9/2
Had my CMSK3 presentation, quite a gg one. Because I didn't made much preparation about what I am going to say about my speech and the rest of my classmates did LOL, even those other slackers also did except for me. I prepared by just copy and paste the part of my report where I am going to present about LOL unlike my classmates where they write their speech out on how are they are going to present.
My presentation was quite sucky because I only really start preparing during my classmate speech, I gave all my classmate high marks from our peer evaluation score lol even they are not doing great lol.
Then after presentation was like 3.30 pm, went to Student Union to play pool for a few rounds and then went to business school cheers with classmates then went home.
8/2
Went out with Wei Jie, Zhongkai, Deon and Gao hui at AMK hub to watch M18 movie, Underworld - rise of the lycan. The movie is quite alright and luckily it didn't really linked to part 1 or 2, just the ending part I guess because I didn't watch part 1 nor 2 yet.
Then had our dinner at S11 there and took bus 86 home with Wei Jie, Zhongkai and deon and me and Wei Jie went to CP and bought our cup walker. His cup was like madness! Half of the cup were filled with bubble pearls, and he keeps complaining about his drink.
Then walked home with Wei Jie after that.
7/2
Last Saturday was having my Psychology and Sociology exam. Psychology was quite GG-ed because I didn't study much and the topics covered are from book 2 which are the suckiest topics. I think I might have high chance to retake one more CDS due to my Psychology, and eGPA is definitely going to be drag down because of Psychology. Sociology is quite confident to get C+ at least lol, I just forget about the conflict theory question on Race and Ethnicity, forget like 3/5 of the theory.
After my exam went home to take my Sony Ericsson C905 and went out with Yin Jie to Junction 8 to repair my phone. Well on Friday I made spoilt my phone because I gave a "bath" to it because it is quite dirty LOL, and now the buttons are corrupted, and the screen is damaged. The customer service woman was like quite -.- she scam my warranty to void my warranty forever LOL then I ask her about warranty if is voided forever or what and she replied something like "Ya forever which is a very sad thing" and I listen liao I abit sian diao.
Then the 2 of us after that want to go for dinner, so we took train to AMK and went to sumo house and had our dinner. After that we took bus 86 to CP and slack around CP for quite a while till 11 pm + then went home.
2/2
I slept for like just 1 hour and went to school after that to complete my DBIS project. After DBIS project submission and so it was like 12 pm, since don't have SAS tutorial and CMSK3 tutorial was presentation draft, so I encouraged my classmates to pon CMSK3 with me LOL. And almost half of us pon our CMSK3 and went Safra to play pool. At there play pool till 5 pm then went home. Waited for Gao Hui at 27 bus stop, and I freaking waited for 8 buses to pass me before he arrived at the bus stop. 6 / 8 of the buses were like empty...
I was like so freaking tired, headache, feeling damn hot and sore throat and had a heavy weight because I slept like 1 hour in 30 hours lol. Reached home at around 7 pm then had dinner and went online and then slept at around 11 pm.
However my holidays aren't free, I took part in one of the hacking research team for our this batch of students. Then we are required to take up our RHCT certifcate during the holiday, and I still have Cambodia trip, class outing, CCNA3 and CCNA4. Not only that, lastly my Final Theory Test on 17/3 where I booked online with Gao Hui. Intially wanted to book 13/3 yesterday however the system was like responsing with error message so couldn't book yesterday, and then in the end when I came back home after school left only 17th and onwards -.-
Ok going to sleep soon after I done my Maplestory stuff for richmond. Maplestory is always a burden for me. I need to wake up at 9 am tomorrow and go school earlier for group meeting for preparation for the SAS interview. Luckily we don't have to wear formal for it :D
9/2
Had my CMSK3 presentation, quite a gg one. Because I didn't made much preparation about what I am going to say about my speech and the rest of my classmates did LOL, even those other slackers also did except for me. I prepared by just copy and paste the part of my report where I am going to present about LOL unlike my classmates where they write their speech out on how are they are going to present.
My presentation was quite sucky because I only really start preparing during my classmate speech, I gave all my classmate high marks from our peer evaluation score lol even they are not doing great lol.
Then after presentation was like 3.30 pm, went to Student Union to play pool for a few rounds and then went to business school cheers with classmates then went home.
8/2
Went out with Wei Jie, Zhongkai, Deon and Gao hui at AMK hub to watch M18 movie, Underworld - rise of the lycan. The movie is quite alright and luckily it didn't really linked to part 1 or 2, just the ending part I guess because I didn't watch part 1 nor 2 yet.
Then had our dinner at S11 there and took bus 86 home with Wei Jie, Zhongkai and deon and me and Wei Jie went to CP and bought our cup walker. His cup was like madness! Half of the cup were filled with bubble pearls, and he keeps complaining about his drink.
Then walked home with Wei Jie after that.
7/2
Last Saturday was having my Psychology and Sociology exam. Psychology was quite GG-ed because I didn't study much and the topics covered are from book 2 which are the suckiest topics. I think I might have high chance to retake one more CDS due to my Psychology, and eGPA is definitely going to be drag down because of Psychology. Sociology is quite confident to get C+ at least lol, I just forget about the conflict theory question on Race and Ethnicity, forget like 3/5 of the theory.
After my exam went home to take my Sony Ericsson C905 and went out with Yin Jie to Junction 8 to repair my phone. Well on Friday I made spoilt my phone because I gave a "bath" to it because it is quite dirty LOL, and now the buttons are corrupted, and the screen is damaged. The customer service woman was like quite -.- she scam my warranty to void my warranty forever LOL then I ask her about warranty if is voided forever or what and she replied something like "Ya forever which is a very sad thing" and I listen liao I abit sian diao.
Then the 2 of us after that want to go for dinner, so we took train to AMK and went to sumo house and had our dinner. After that we took bus 86 to CP and slack around CP for quite a while till 11 pm + then went home.
2/2
I slept for like just 1 hour and went to school after that to complete my DBIS project. After DBIS project submission and so it was like 12 pm, since don't have SAS tutorial and CMSK3 tutorial was presentation draft, so I encouraged my classmates to pon CMSK3 with me LOL. And almost half of us pon our CMSK3 and went Safra to play pool. At there play pool till 5 pm then went home. Waited for Gao Hui at 27 bus stop, and I freaking waited for 8 buses to pass me before he arrived at the bus stop. 6 / 8 of the buses were like empty...
I was like so freaking tired, headache, feeling damn hot and sore throat and had a heavy weight because I slept like 1 hour in 30 hours lol. Reached home at around 7 pm then had dinner and went online and then slept at around 11 pm.
Monday, February 2, 2009
Fuck my Psychology Quiz _l_ 10% gone, forgot to do and submit.
Fuck you DBIS Assignment. PHP doesn't works even I re-done it like a few times.
Fuck you DBIS Submission deadline, why 9 am submission, my school starts at 11 am.
Fuck you PHP because of you I need to reach school at 8 am to do the web report and restore my database from the sql dump.
Fuck my sleep, I woke up at 12.30 pm having 7 hours of sleep then till now 5.05 am no energy, and I can only sleep till 6.45 am. Which is like 1 h 30 mins if I go to bed now (after I shutdown my laptop and stuffs)
Fuck my headache and nose bleeding almost every night and as I have inadequate sleep over this few weeks.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I not going to Psychology Lecture today, I don't feel like going CMSK3 Trial Presentation unprepared. Fuck my GPA is going to drop this semester thanks to SAS, Psychology and projects fuck you all.
Fuck why don't I have 48 hours for just today.
Fuck the stresses I got.
Fuck you fuck you! I going to be dead/mentally ill soon. Totally burn out.
Fuck you DBIS Assignment. PHP doesn't works even I re-done it like a few times.
Fuck you DBIS Submission deadline, why 9 am submission, my school starts at 11 am.
Fuck you PHP because of you I need to reach school at 8 am to do the web report and restore my database from the sql dump.
Fuck my sleep, I woke up at 12.30 pm having 7 hours of sleep then till now 5.05 am no energy, and I can only sleep till 6.45 am. Which is like 1 h 30 mins if I go to bed now (after I shutdown my laptop and stuffs)
Fuck my headache and nose bleeding almost every night and as I have inadequate sleep over this few weeks.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I not going to Psychology Lecture today, I don't feel like going CMSK3 Trial Presentation unprepared. Fuck my GPA is going to drop this semester thanks to SAS, Psychology and projects fuck you all.
Fuck why don't I have 48 hours for just today.
Fuck the stresses I got.
Fuck you fuck you! I going to be dead/mentally ill soon. Totally burn out.
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