No DBIS lab this week, so OOPG lab starts at 11 am and need to reach school at that time. Hmm... Wondering if I should go sociology tutorial anot at 4 - 6 pm, exam and project already over, go there don't know do what beside getting the attendance but I still valid for 2 leaves lol because my attendance still 100% and this week is the last week.

Not sure.. Because I am having hacking research briefing at 6 pm, which is like damn lateeeeeee. Sianzzzzzzzz... This few days, I suddenly lose the feel to do anything, and feeling damn no mood. Probably I don't see any meaning in life anymore. I just feel like sleeping through my life.

Somehow I have the thoughts. Some people may thinks that I am quite successful been so young and so rich, but my thoughts is that even I have money, I aren't happy at all. I feel kinda lonely most of the times. I think I am quite a failure in life, I don't like my life!! How I hope that I don't even exist in this solitary world.

I have nothing more to keeps me motivate on my life, I feel like giving up on what I am doing... Exams are around the corner but I just don't have anything to keep me motivate to study, I totally lost my motivation for school work for the past few weeks. I used to think that I should work hard for my future so I can start a family and provide them a good life, now I don't even want to think of that... I have the feeling that I am fated to be single.. Probably some punishment in my previous life lol. I need to find a meaning in life...

一路向北, just feel like listening this song.... The song suits my mood.

My heart feels so empty and lost...

10/02

Cabbed to school at around 10.45 pm because I was late for meeting, it's like so hard for me to get a cab and one guy around 20 - 30 years old just came and asked me if I am waiting for cab and I said yeah, then he like so lucky got one cab immediately and ask me to get in, he's so kind LOL. Yeah he's waiting for cab too, however he got the manner to queue up, thanks god he's not one of the typical Singaporean.

At school was having SAS interview, well the interview went quite smoothly. After that turned up for DBIS and SAS lecture because was revision. It's like the 2nd and last time in my whole semester that I paid so much attention during SAS and it's the first time when I hear that Ang Chin Chai start a joke in his lecture (although it's quite lame).

Then shortly after our lecture, took bus to CP and reached CP around 5 pm to meet up with Richmond. Then we took bus 156 to Junction 8 because he wants to fix his handphone also. Then the queue was like so long, his number was 1119 and the queue was 1102 or so, then we went to walk walk and came back quite long the number was still 1107 -.-

So then I asked him to take another queue ticket and go eat our dinner. Then we had our dinner at ding tai feng, we had 30 xiao long baos and 2 donoe what beef noodle lol overall. The bill was $59.90.

Then when we went back to the Sony Ericsson Service Centre, just nice the number was 1127 which was his 2nd ticket. Then we went in and had his phone sent in to get repaired, then we got each of us a new Sony Ericsson X1 battery cover for $29.95 each after 7% tax and $25 original price (something like that). Then overall the charge was $59.90 again lol.

Well the battery cover is much better than my previous one, which was very loose and obviously, the paint dropped off, especially XPERIA word dropped off and there were like visible scratches LOL. After changing my battery cover, my Xperia looks quite new again.

But well, I still don't like Xperia, it's too lag. I can't stand the lagnes and the buggyness. Hope to get back my SE C905 ASAP... Wanted to bring to cambodia to take pictures, but think can't already because 1 month ++, sad... And susposedly wanted to give my bro my Xperia after my exam, looks like now need to get back my C905 first which is like still quite long -.-

After making his handphone, Richmond took train to AMK to meet his classmates while I took bus 156 home.

Reached home and browse the internet, then went to play dota for quite a few rounds... Life is so boring and meaningless... Looks like I don't have an aim anymore.