Recently keep listening to English songs... I think this is the first step to start changing myself..

I'm alive but I'm
losing all my drive

I am losing all my drive. Don't have any motivation to do anything. I don't have the motivation to study or do anything else... I feel my life is so meaningless and empty...

19/02

Went out around evening to AMK hub to meet Wei Jie, Zhongkai and Hexun to watch K-20.

The movie was quite alright... After that went home and study OOPG till like 2 am.

20/02

Had OOPG exam at 2.30 pm

The paper was kinda easy, I wrote quite alot even for the few marks question because was writing till very detailed although it's not really needed. Hopefully able to score Z for the subject, or at least an A. I scored an overall A for term test + lab test + assignment, and my teacher said my lab test 2 should be full mark...

After that meet up with Gao Hui then went E-hub to book Let the Right One In tickets at The Cathay. Had mr chicken rice with Gao Hui at E-hub, quite nice the chicken rice. After that the both of us played arcade at there.

Then took bus 89 to Gao Hui house to meet up with Wei Jie and Zhong Kai there. At there then slack awhile and try out his Guitar. Then went off shortly after that to Hougang Plaza since Wei Jie want to deal. Then took train off to Cathay to meet up with others.

Ok, the movie sucks and boring. Meaningless movie, thanks to wei jie recommendation. The movie is totally CMI! After that took train back home.

21/02

Went out to CP with Wei Jie, Zhongkai and Deon to CP and had our lunch at Pizza Hut. Zhongkai scammed us telling us got 2 pizza for $19.90, but end up we had some meal which is so sucky for $36.90.

Then we were like so boring and then planned to watch Outlander at last minute. So we cabbed to AMK hub. Initially we didn't plan to call the others because it was quite abit rushy and Wei Jie needs to go to his relative house for dinner. But end up we catched later movie and called the others.

The movie is quite average. After that we took bus 86 to Jalan Kayu and had Pratas and then took bus 86 to CP and walked home.

22/02

Susposedly to meet with Hoong Chun at 2 pm at CP to study for DBIS. Then end up 3 pm meet him because Jeremy wants to eat lunch first. Then when we went to CP library, there was like no more table for us, neither do starbuck has. And therefore we went Jeremy house to study.

Didn't study much beside learning Normalisation... Then Hoong Chun left at around 7 pm, then we cabbed to Jalan Kayu prata house again for dinner. Then the few of us - Yin Jie, Jeremy, Cheukman and me had dinner at there.

We then went to some playground around there and slack for awhile then cabbed back to Jeremy house to retrieved back our stuffs then went home. Went home and play dota 1 round then study more at around 1.30 am till around 3.30 am and then went to bed. Couldn't get to sleep till like 4.30 am.

23/02

Woke up around 7.40 am, slept for only like 3 hours. Then went to School for DBIS exam at 9.30 am. The paper was quite alright, the SQL commands most likely could be able to score almost full mark or full mark. However I think I did quite badly for normalisation question 1, that question was like 15 marks. Hopefully still can score at least a B for my DBIS, my term test scored C, assignment A though..

Then went home and slept till like 6 pm, then went to Jeremy house and reach at 7 pm susposedly to study SAS. Then had no mood to study at all when reach there. Then ordered Canadian Pizza for our dinner. And played BlackJack and Big 2 with Yin Jie and Cheukman for quite long then till like 10 pm then got mood study, study abit then went home.

Reached home and slack furthermore till around 12.30 pm then study. Then was memorising and reading past year paper, quite sian because I don't really know what to study for SAS. Study till like 3.30 pm again and went to sleep..

24/02

SAS exam at 2.30 pm. Reached school around 1.45 pm. SAS exam is like the easiest among this 3 semesters. Luckily what I had studied had come out for exam except for the Danger of Prototyping, didn't expect that prototyping and danger of prototyping will come out so I didn't study that. Hopefully I can still pass, I did the question for prototyping instead of use case model because the theory is like quite easy...

Hopefully I get at least a C for SAS and pass SAS. And this is also my last paper...

Then went home with Gao Hui. After that went out to AMK hub with Wei Jie, Zhongkai and Yong Chuan to watch Valkyrie at AMK Hub at 7.35 pm. The movie is quite alright, it's more on storyline than actions. History story is always nice....

After that took bus 86 to CP then walked back home.

Reached home and played a few rounds of dota with Zhong Kai and Wei Jie and Yong Chuan then now doing Maple stuffs for awhile...

Going wake up at 11 am later, try to wake up at that time then go CP eat Yoshinoya with Wei Jie, then go my house and play PS3 Naruto with him maybe... I going to start training my Guitar soon...