24/05

12 am cabbed to boat quey with shengkai n meet others n had drink at blue dolphin pub. the pub was quite alright, i was like super-high though lol, i still remember what happened throughout. so hr n others do wad i know n can think still. i drank so many cups of martell + coke. i know after i drank alot n was almost drunk, i oso know that taiying pour for me very less martell n force me drink cuz i think she scare i drunk LOL but like i said i know what happened throughout.

then shengkai oso drunk drunk like that, anyhow spill beans of what he shouldnt say to saykiat n then i ask him go home with me to try to cover up he at there so reluctant n keep hinting -.- so in the end around 5 am me n shengkai cabbed home n then 4 of us, zi liang, karsan, shengkai n me are on phone conferencing about what shengkai did n planned what to do.

well then slept around 830 am n woke up at 2.20 pm like that then straight go out cuz karsan told me to go hougang 684 cuz zi liang n saykiat wan settle things le lol. then so therefore the both of us cabbed there n reached first then following by zi liang then say kiat then a few others. well eventually the problem is solved with peace la, no fights or wad la. then we slack throughout the day at hougang till like 8 pm all go home like that then i took bus 159 to amk hub to meet valentino.

around 8.30 pm i pei valentino go food court n eat his dinner then we went to cathay cinema to buy 2 tickets for Indiana Jones at 11.15 pm. n we then play billiard for 1 hour plus. was feeling kinda emo for a expected reason so i cant play well cuz i dont have any mood, just shooting without aiming the ball, no feel at all n eventually first round i could win valentino with pure luck n 2nd round i lost to him cuz i dont have any luck.

then we watched indiana jones n i dont really have the mood to watch it, i m like so distracted thinking about things. the movie is quite good though. well think later i going to catch again with jian rong n hope that i can watch with a normal mood n not an emo mood. it makes me feel so tiring harping on some stuffs that i dont know if it has any ending or wad. n guess i m both mentally n physically tired n i think i shouldnt think too much for now n next time. my courage are getting lesser n lesser each day passes n everytime she dao me haiz. the feeling of being a failure..

n sorry to jianrong n etc if i didnt organise the movie good later on since i dont really have the mood now, not sure about later. i m really so sian n dont feel like doing anything except just for sleeping throughout my life n dont wake up at all but i know that's impossible.