Hello~~~~~~~~

It's being long since I last blog! The previous entry I wasn't even a soldier yet! And now I have being POP as a recruit, and is currently going for Specialist course. Specialist course is er.... Sergeant? WTH, I didn't even really want to be a Sergeant in the first place. Lol.

Okay.

Let's talk about these few months.

NS BMT Life (yea it sucks)
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Week 0 - 2 - Confinement Week

Basically, these weeks are kinda slack, but the trainings are quite tough to me because I didn't do much physical training for like... 3 years? So it was like a killer for me. And what worse is that I have being living on an unhealthy lifestyle for 2-3 years clubbing and drinking.

These 2 weeks, it was like all 'trying-to-adapt-to-NS-life-stage' and I was doing a lot of reflection every night during admin time about what I had did in the past year and months and weeks. After the 2 weekend confinement, or rather 17 days confinement, I was released from this hell! I wanted to party so badly. So of course....

And oh yea, I spent my 21st birthday in Tekong, and I got a birthday present from my ORD-ed Sergeant, 20 push up. The first guy and only guy in my platoon who got pumped individually by him. LOLOL. I was pumped because I was moving around when we susposedly to stand still in a file and well, he caught me.

Week 3 - 8 - Depressing stage

Well, in my whole platoon. After I put in so much efforts in training to break my 0 for my pull up, I was still a 0 fighter. Seeing a lot of my platoon mate managed to break their 0, and left like me and 3 others still a zero fighter in the whole platoon, I was feeling quite depressed. Some more 2 of the 3 others are the 'obese' one and so it's quite expected that they are 0 fighter. So I felt so sucky! But I still keep on trying on the week 8 and put in a lot more effort every night, breaking my own endurance level every night, even some of my platoon mates also were like @.@ when they see how much effort I put.

Week 9 - 13 - Soldier stage

I finally managed to break my 0 at week 9, that was like last week of PTP stage. And I managed to do max 3 pull up. Still lack of 3 to pass. Lol. Straight jump from 0 - 3 pull up in a week, I see the effort being put in. Thanks to my OC to tell us to go online search for guides on how to train pull up. I realised that my method of doing pull up was wrong, like what my platoon mates told me. My posture all those was weird and I went online and search and did the correct posture and I finally broke my 0 instantly!

I also had my Field Camp and SIT test. Both outfield. Well, before SIT test, I was a recruit without any goals. I want to down PES, I want a slack life. I never want to chiong for Sergeant or Officer or what. I just want to down PES. After Field Camp, and probably was the case of breaking my 0 pull up. I am anything, even if they give me become Sergeant or Officer, I just accept it. Unless they ask me to be some rifleman....

Field Camp was damn tough, I didn't cry like most of my platoon mates did during the exercise meal run. I just tahan the way and do what we are told to do. I 'fucked' my platoon and got piss because of a lot of my platoon mate selfish-ness. I shouted at them because most of them aren't being cooperative during the field camp and sabotage all of us kanna tekan. So what if they are shag, come on all of us are shag, me, you, us are. But I, considered a below average one when I first came in could manage to tahan; I can have the mental endurance to tahan why others can't. They think they are privileged when they are shag, wtf. Piss off totally.

After the field camp, my other garang platoon mates was like 'wah, Sky changed a lot sia, more and more UPS liao sia!' and when my Platoon Sergeant was like shooting me something like I am also one of the people like who doesn't put in any effort, those of my platoon mate put up words for me and my Platoon Sergeant was like 'really meh?' lol.

A lot of things happened during the field camp, it was a shag and memorable one, but definitely I won't want to go through another one like this.

SIT test was also one of these weeks, I didn't really want to chiong to go into command school. So I didn't really perform. Hmmm... One incident happened during this is that on the 2nd day of our SIT test, we were forced to do field cooking, cook instant noodles. I don't feel like cooking and eating so I gave my buddy 2 packets of mine since he didn't bring his as he wants to 'cut corner' by reducing the weight for the route march.

And then when we were doing our field cooking, I helped some of my section mates set up their fire and so and so, I ate my own green pack rations and they ate the instant noodle, in the end none of them wants to throw their rubbish. They all just leave it on floor, some even left. (oh I forgot to mention that my platoon is a lot of selfish people, and especially in my section there's a lot of SELFISH people) and I was like WTF. I already planned to keep my own rubbish and threw myself later on and the rest just leave it there and 'you-look-at-me-i-look-at-you-no-one-throw' situation. So I was the one who initiate 'aiya just dig a hole and dump all these rubbish inside' and I carried out the job. Then the next day, our company Sergeant Major found the rubbish and he tekan the whole company! LOL! Then my platoon sergeant caught me because of the instant noodle packet with my 4D number which I gave my buddy. FOOKED! I got fucked by my Platoon Sergeant after the SIT test.

Well, I didn't want to bao tou any of my section mates, because I know it's meaningless. I bao tou all also tio, I don't bao tou only I tio, also the same. No difference, I just tank all. My platoon sergeant named me as the 'Leader of the wolves pack' and gave me punishments and ask me to keep the rubbishes which they retrieved during the SIT test with me till the day I POP. LOLOL! And I must carry it with me whenever I go. I just suck it up and do, although in my heart I know those rubbishes isn't mine at all, I am just the one giving my solution to those selfish bastards and I kanna. What's worse is that some of them didn't feel guilty and apologise to me, only 3 of them did, but the other 2 of my section mates involved didn't... But that doesn't really matters anymore because I don't give a damn.

Week 14 - 16 - Xia Lan Stage

I became more and more xia lan! Lol. I keep scolding people in my platoon. Saying them don't be selfish and sabotaging my section mates and platoon mates. Of course jokingly manner sabotaging and scolding. And we get laughters from it. It's damn funny to sabotage each other in front of our commanders. We know that we are going to POP soon and all the high key events are over. So we were like playing playing and playing with each other. Recieving punishments from our commanders was like a joke to us already. We enjoyed those corporal punishments. It's like 'Sergeant! See some people still don't know how to BLABLA, I think we should all knock it down together!' and then we recieve the punishment! HAHAHHA. Funny eh.

Week 17 - Graduation

Last week, POP week. We were like doing drills on Graduation Parade. On this week, we managed to become the best company in School 4. We didn't expect to win 5th Coy, which is the most xiong company in whole Tekong! Hmm... but well that doesn't really matters to me. Lol.

So during the drills, we were like dissing at the Regimental Sergeant Major amongst ourselves. It was like a suffering stage. Especially on the first day, when the sun was damn strong and hot, a lot of people fall out!

On Friday night, we have our 24 km route march. But ends up to be 18.5 km route march. Quite disappointed because I want a 24 km route march! We march all the way from Singapore Ferry Terminal at Changi to somewhere further up of East Coast Park.

Throughout the marching, I wasn't feeling any shagness. My platoon was like 'wtf how Sky did that' because most of them are feeling so damn shag. Even my commanders were also shag but I am not feeling any of it. During rest time I was even volunteering to help stuffs and not getting much rest of it. During the march I was like happily singing Chinese songs and some R&B songs and talking cock to my platoon commander and my buddy and 2 other platoon mates. Throughout the journey, I was like laughing and not thinking of the shagness. And it was like very fast one point to another point!

Then after the 18.5 km point route march, we got deported to our end point because we ran out of time due to the poor coordinating of the event managements. We did our POP and we are no longer a recruit! And we have our, 1 week block leave! That means 9 days of civilian life! Woot!

During the 9 days of civilian life, which was last week, I spend most of my days rotting at home. I went to Genting with my platoon mate on Wednesday night to Saturday afternoon.

I shared the same room as my BMT buddy. During Genting, I got sick; I got pissed and I lost RM300 in gambling Baccarat. I don't know how I got sick, but I was sicked on Friday night. I was having diarrhea, fever, stomach cramp, headache, running nose and sore throat. I was pissed by my buddy because he has no brain like he always is. He is a blur cock, after BMT, he grew from a baby to a small boy only!

He don't know how to take care of a sick person is alright, but well, not only that. He fucked up. He doesn't have the brain to think. I was like lying on my bed, or susposedly sleeping. He wake me up and mumble to me like I could hear anything. And then it was like 'are you aslept?' question all those. Wtf. It isn't just one time but a few times. Come on, I am sick and is resting, he still wants me to entertain him. And then our phone rang a few time, he is afraid of picking up the phone when

1. He is nearer to the phone
2. He is not sick and I am covering myself with blanket due to the cold temperature and fever I am having
3. He is on sitting posture while I am on resting lying down on bed trying to get some sleep posture
4. He is fully awake and while I am half slept

and he woke me up just to pick up the phone! WTF? I was like really WTF!? I damn pissed off and ask him to pick up then he say he scare and don't want to pick up. Then fine we didn't pick up. Come on I'm sick and need some rest!

Okay that's fine. Then I was suddenly having sharp pain at my stomach, and my buddy kept asking if I am alright, then we try to find medicine for me or so, but he couldn't find. Okay.... Then he came back to the room and jump onto bed and kick me on my groin and stomach area and laughing, like he's playing. I was like WTF and straight away pissed off and bark at him. I bark at him no brain and so. I don't know why he don't know when to get serious, I am already sick and feeling sharp pain in my stomach and he wants me to entertain him and I damn dulan when he kick and I felt greater pain. Then he was like feeling damn guilty and keep apologising to me.

After that okay, he still pisses me. I ask him to go toilet as he has running nose to fix it. And he was like 'I am scare, accompany me go leh' I was like WTF. It's not like in Tekong, the toilet some more so near. You don't even need to close the door, just go inside and fix your running nose. And he ends up scare and doesn't want to fix his running nose.

This isn't the last thing that pisses me off. The last thing is that he keep telling me that he wants to change when he become a commander, and now he's posted to Specialist also, to become a Sergeant. Then he still not changing. He still damn scare to off the lights and TV to go to sleep. I was like WTF. I tell him off. The previous day nothing happened also, why today want to on. Some more the lights damn bright and directly on top of us, why don't want off. Why so scare? Then he told me he isn't scare at all, I keep questioning him 'THEN?' he couldn't really reply then say never mind. Then he keep 'wait la wait la' don't want close the light to sleep, I damn pissed off. Just as I wanted to walk off the room he then 'ok la ok la' then he off the light and TV. Damn fucked up, I already sick and dying and he still do so many stunts.

So until today, I am still sick, and I went to CGH on Sunday to see doctor and got MC till 18th! That's why I am still here instead of being at Pasir Laba Camp now!