11/06

woke up around 12 pm. went to gym with jr n gh at around 2 pm. jr was teaching me how to do according to build my muscles LOL and those stationary how to do. so i was doing till my hand were feel so heavy. ok i admit i m weak, but well i dont go to gym that often. n this is my 2nd time going. i remember that i m weak till eventually i lost to a girl call yanling in nan chiau on arm wrestling at sec 1. i cant forget LOL n i remember she said she got go to gym n show me her muscle n it was bigger than mine alot LOL, well she is older than me by 1 years old though. so i think i need to go gym more laaaaaaa......

then we do till like 3 pm + then we went hougang plaza downstair eat chicken rice. i eat so much n jr didnt expect me to eat finish cuz i ordered like freaking large. i was so full after that. then we went home.

reached home then went to bed till like 7 pm. cab to serangoon garden around 7.25 pm to meet richmond, karsan n weikang. many of them pang seh us la, say wan go in the end keep delay delay then we wait till like 9 pm they say dont wan come. i didnt have my dinner cuz i was still full after eating chicken rice so i just went there to slack n drink coffee bean. then after that i n richmond took bus 73 n 109 home while the other 2 cabbed to hougang. think i have been quite no life for the past few days staying at home dota-ing all the time since sunday. especially can say saturday since it's also dota-ing but just not at home but at jr house haha.

ok basically i lied on my bed for like almost 2 hours or so, since 4.30 am i have been trying to sleep but i just cant sleep. probably it's the effect after drinking mocha ice blended. my body is feeling aches now after the gym. n later i need to wake up around 1 pm @_@ n 2 pm i need to go gao hui house to put my laptop there since at night we will be having dota marathon. n then incredible hulk later @ the cathay so need to book ticket early since later is the official open date of the movie. n now i can't get to sleep, donoe what will happen later to me. probably too tired. i m freezing due to the air con now n i think i need to afk my desktop now n run song to make me sleep. ok so i going to sleep now, i yawn too much now but i cant get to sleep, everytime i yawn i m feeling aches on my shoulder and hand muscle. my hands are so freaking heavy. n gao hui say without good sleep the muscle wont grow :(

think dota-ing is the only thing that could let me temporary stop thinking of anything n concentrate on it while playing. if not every second i would be thinking of something..... those stress n emo feeling comes...