ok early in the morning meet up with zhongkai, weilin, gao hui n jian rong then went the cathay, beside plaza sing there to meet up. when we reached there, it's a big demoralising LOL, because there's like 1000 of people participating which makes the winning chance very slim. thought it would be like just 30 - 50 teams but it's alot more than that @_@ so we were like ok let's not chiong n just play for slack/fun.

then around 10 am then we leave for our 1st destination which is at botanic garden. KAN SIANZ sia, 1st destination is very demoralising because we spent 2 hours, the game is like 5 hours and many people still at botanic garden when we left. it's so hard as it's at the going-to-be-build-mrt-station inside botanic garden which is SOOOOOOOO deep inside botanic garden. walking in from our bus stop takes already like 40 minutes LOL and walking out took alot less as we know the direction. and the 1st destination game is madness, we need to find 3 given name plant leaves and sketch them on the book which every team is given to.

everyone were looking for like plant n there's people asking us if we found any n want trade answer, but we still didnt find anything. oh anyway the leaves to find are all different, n they say try to keep it at 6 minutes n the garden is so big, n we are not some plant lovers/nerds so how can we do it in 6 minutes rofl, most ppl spend more than 15 minutes n more i bet. n at botanic garden we very guai lan, we keep di siao other team keep shout "ZAO DAO LIAO" then scam people go to where our spot is then we laugh n walk away, then we keep asking other team "where's jurong bird park" shits n they think we dumb n laugh at us for going to wrong place. n sure we found none of the plant so it's a very demoralising case. then kan lol is that when we cant find any, we give up n guess what, jian rong any wei lin anyhow sketch random common leaves on the book n pass up for marking shits, then they mark us somehow correct LOL. we at there keep LOL sia. so we pass the stage around 10 minutes and took bus to little india then train to clark quey for our 2nd destination. wei lin left at 2nd stage cuz he need to get to NP to do his term test.

at clark quey the 4 of us, at there slack sia. we feel so hungry n we slowly walk to burger king n have our lunch n eat till song song, take our time slowly. then we slowly walk to fort canning hill, n it was raining, though it was raining we still climb up the hill n do some shit game. a skipping rope + teddy bear "action" n the guy who is in skipping rope need to do those action. we need to take turns to skip the rope n all the way we are very coordinated LOL we slowly do n i m the guy who read the stupid teddy bear passage shits that i read it in a fast n coordinate with the skipper to do those actions. then another team which come up earlier than us at there still doing the teddy bear shits while we all already finish our part. n we very adventrous when climbing up the hill, instead of taking a big round walking to get up hill, we climb some small drain there LOL, i think if fall can die or slip to death n it's really very slippy as it's was raining. then when we get down we also walk by the plant which is abit slippery n a very steep land lol.

then the 4 of us took bus n train to city hall, then went esplanade there for our 3rd destination. it was like kan lol cuz it's like 2.30 pm when we reach there, n we need to go back to downtown east cathay there at 3 pm. we are only at 3rd checkpoint which total has 6 checkpoints.

n we like "LOL are we too slow or fast" cuz there's like no people. we know we are slow but how slow are we? we dont know lol. then jr n gao hui participate in the 3rd checkpoint game, i n zhongkai keep arguing over the topics we been arguing since we are in train LOL. now i must highlight the next part. THE FATTY WENT TO TOILET N SHITTED AT THE SOME TOURIST SOUVENIR SHOP BESIDE OUR 3RD DESTINATION CHECKPOINT THERE. THEN HE AT THERE SHIT SO FREAKING LONG MAKE US WAIT N WAIT N WAIT. STILL ASK JR IF HE HAS ANY TISSUE CUZ HE WANT TO SHIT N WHEN WE WENT INTO TOILET THERE'S A ROLL OF TOILET PAPER N HE DIDNT EVEN TAKE N USE THAT, HE'S BEEN SO RETARDED TO TELL US THAT HE CANT TAKE FROM WHATEVER AUTO SHIT TOILET-ROLL MACHINE THEREFORE HE LEND FROM JIANRONG. he wasted like 20 minutes of our time WAITING for him LOL.

then we trained back to pasir ris n then took bus 89 to downtown east. we reached around 4 pm sia kan lol, then we so lost at there n didnt participate in some lucky draw event zzz cuz we are too late -.- then we keep blame zhongkai for SHITTING n he kan dulan n sad then he act act act LOL. i n gao hui keep ask him to relax relax relax LOL then he n gao hui damn cheapo take 2 goodie bag LOL. then we went off n i meet wei lin at CP there the bus stop to pass him the goodie bag which jr took for him. on the bus 89 back home, zhongkai keep kan sad tio blamed by jr n gaohui then he in the middle keep like "noooo nooooo" then i was at the side so tired n keep listening to my mp3 n almost fell asleep. i was listening to yang cheng lin song - 失眠的睡美人 the whole time from pasir ris till i reach home. n wasn't sick of listening to the song repetitive times.

her sound in the song is so godlyyyyyyyyyyy~ peaceful + natural + nice + godly + pure + relieving + lullaby type of voice and song. the lyrics is good too, makes total sense. another song which is like her 只想爱你 which never fails to make me get sick n tired of it, n oso at the same day i got this song from yin jie lol.

睡美人想着谁想到失眠
空荡荡是你给我的堡垒
我不说只希望你能了解
就算没有王子想你在身边
睡美人想什么想到失眠
我愿意拥有公主的眼泪
安静的等着你每一夜
喜欢就是这样酸酸甜甜的滋味
在你身后

one lullaby song that always makes me feel like sleeping whenever i cant get to sleep or i m tired.

well i sleep n sleep till like 9.30 pm ++ n i didnt have my dinner yet lol, gayness. n is the stupid malware on my PC totally removed? guess so no strange things hook up these few days, if not i going to do more manual detection n deletion shits -.-

just read finish seventeen magazine while waiting for my hair to dry.

reached home around 5.30 pm from nebo - the quest. i feel freaking tired since i have 2 hours of sleep so therefore i m going to take a nap now. i blog later about what happened just now when i woke up or something.

30/5

finally had a very good sleep. slept at around 3 am n woke up at 2 pm :D around 4 pm went out, susposedly to meet ju xian, with shengkai n richmond to eat lunch at juxian house nearby but he cmi since he's going SP for his test..

so me richmond n shengkai end up going to serangoon garden n had our lunch at the chicken rice store. they give us eat frozen chicken sia -.- so er xin n of course... then after that went to coffee bean n slack awhile shengkai n me went home while richmond go for his class BBQ.

went home n slack, wanted to go out with ju xian to celebrate shengbiao birthday but well later i have nebo quest game -.- n so therefore i nv go.



HAHA this song is shengkai favourite LOL. just now at serangoon garden keep sing to me, this song kan LOL when it was play for a few times at blue dolphin pub last saturday midnight at this hour n day. it was played like 2 - 3 times n so many people were singing the part "喔.........给我吹喇叭喔.........给我吹喇叭" n the music goes so like funeral music LOL. i seriously lol at the guy talent at writing this type of song, it's really an entertainment sia. a joke song for me, a nice song for those bastards n bitches.

*UNDER 18 better DONT PLAY THE SONG HAHAHA (although i m still under 18 too =( but soon, less than a month n i'm going to be 18!)

well going to sleep now, it's 2.11 am n i need to wake up around 6 am ++ n meet them at 7 am to go for the game at 8 am at the cathay.

i love thursday. thursday have my favourite lab, however in alternate weeks only. BITS lab is always fun, teaching fundamental hacking method. so today we learn how backdoor operates and run backdoor commands with linux. hmm.. didnt do my BITS project n the deadline is soon, 1159 PM ROFL!! but who cares? it's just freaking 0% project.

PRSP teacher is going to change, no more lee pak san the slacker LOL, good for others, bad for me :( i can understand what the teacher means since i have some fundamental in me le but most of the course people doesnt have n they dont understand, then i can step on them as a stone LOL but now cannot le zzz. nvm i aim for Z ba this time round, or worse to worse scenario an A for PRSP term test on monday @_@. i m oso going to try to aim for DCNK term test Z oso LOL, or at least an A. seems so easy to score with the every year same questions LOL.

think i going to relieve stress after next week, 6 papers -.- n all of the memorising work need to be done on the day before the paper. yawnz, i hate memorising! but well i think i want to score A so i have no choice, or at least a Z. i use my bro as an aim now LOL, 12Zs 6As for his diploma, i know it's hard to get for me since i have lesser stepping stone but more nerds on my course :(

/brb - going to test this FV bug with jr. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1kwB45pnrNo

today i m very very very very very tired. it has been around 11 days n out of the 11 days, only the sunday sleep was the best, i slept 8 hours. n for the other 10 days i think i only sleep like 2 - 6 hours a day -.- so my eye black bag was like so heavy n obvious for these few days, i can seem to be like panda LOL. this is how stress i m @_@ n the days were like i m having a bit of headache on every second i m awake due to inadequate hours of sleeping.

well eventually jianrong woke me up on 7.15 am, i sounds so awaken though from what he told me (as always i sound awaken during that time but i m not) then i went to sofa n lie as usual. then i overslept till like 7.50 am n yin jie called my home n tell me to go school at 11 then i told him 10 ba. so therefore i pon the first period CARC, i didnt go cuz it's just exam revision n i m damn tired, i think if i go there i will be sleeping throughout too.

hm bus trip around 8.50 am is nice, not very crowded at where i taking the bus, n TPE doesnt have any jams too. the whole journey was smooth even bus 23 double deck still have many seats LOL which usually i dont take to school cuz it's always full.

reached school around 10 am. went for CARC lecture for just like 5 minutes LOL since the next lecture PRSP is oso in the same lecture hall. well i was very attentive n active during PRSP lecture when most of my classmates dont like the lecture cuz he's soft, dont know how to teach well n etc. so my course has like 60 people at the lecture hall n i can see less than 10 (including me) are paying attention to his lecture. then i keep asking him questions n i think he happy la, cuz he keep smiling at me n seeing me like 1:1 LECTURE with me LOL!!. he at there keep ask me if i understand only when the few others at there paying attention but nv ask them or look at them much LOL. think i m his ideal student liao HAHAHA. so i m going to aim for Z, Distinction for his exam on monday. many stepping stones WAHAHAHA cuz even gao hui oso said that not only our course complaint about the teacher, even his course oso n most of them oso dont pay attention. then i everyday at his lecture n lab got pay attention n seriousness, especially when it comes to the recent java programming language we are learning. so i have positive views about the teacher la, feel kinda sad for him cuz everyone he teach was complaining against him LOL when he got ask questions if we understand or not but no one reply him although most or all of them dont understand cuz his teaching concept were related to assembly language which i have abit of knowledge on what he's talking LOL. when i dont understand i would always ask n he answer me.

then i felt asleep during my APEL tutorial, DCNK tutorial, CMaths1 lecture. LOL so u can know how tiring i m. well got back my CMaths1 class test paper during the tutorial n my classmates were making a big woo-ha when i scored 23/23. i dont entertain their craps, they are pretty jealous of my score i think LOL. not only me full mark la, got 19 students in the class, only 2 or 3 scored full mark n i m one of them la. so i m thinking like "well from here i can see it's easy cuz most of us score like 17 ~ 23 -.-" n seriously i finished the paper in just 5-10 minutes LOL n i didnt even study for it. gh studied for it during bus i remember, n i even tell him what i m been tested on n he gets the same paper with me n he scored 21/23 LOL, kan sad.

then after Cmaths1 lecture at 3.50 pm, i waited for gao hui at concourse for like 40 minutes while he n his classmates were practicing role-playing for his CMSK project, n i oso felt asleep at there. then went reached home around 5 pm n i immediately put my things down n jump onto my bed n sleep.

i slept from 5 - 8, then awake for like 5 minutes online n i feel weirdy (very tiring n weak feeling n like sick feeling) so i went back to sleep for another hour till 9pm + n then went for my dinner. i was feeling so weak too n after dinner i was feeling not that week. ah my eyes bag is still there however not that obvious n worse like it was. think if i now sleep i can sleep easily for another 10 hours LOL.

well my course is so stressful! 4 projects on week 5 n 6 (did 3 out of 4, actually 2 only since CARC project my friend do for us LOL) n the last project which is susposed to be pass up tomorrow, i think i not going to do it since the overall score is 0%, n it's the hardest out of 4 project. what for m i going to pass up on punctual n do it when it's 0%, i going to tell my teacher that he's a scammer if he ever ask from me the project n delay him LOL. then next week is term exam week, my course has 6 papers on a week. damn sian, other courses only like 2 - 4 papers my course 6 papers, most course is oso 1 day 1 paper me wednesday got 2 paper, luckily Cmaths1 & 2 since i dont need to study much for them cuz i m good in maths, n CMaths2 only study the stupid exponential graph which i m weak on n others topic are settle since it's easy n most learned during AMaths lol.

think i m going pon the CMaths2 for tomorrow since it's gonna be either a term exam revision which i dont need or lectures on permutations which i already know how to do -.- so instead of 9 am, i think i going to school at 10 am.

basically when i woke up around 11am++, i know i going to be busy. n i dont feel like waking up at all, so i went back to sleep when i saw the time. then around 3 pm i woke up cuz i know it's abit late n i cant carry on sleep n sleep. so i woke up n went online to organise for movie.

then around 4 went to meet yc & his jolin, weijie n deon at 159 bus stop there. i was the 1st to arrived n then we took the bus around 420 lol. reached amk jubilee at around 5. then we went to amk hub to buy 10 tickets n met up with jr then we went somewhere else to have our lunch.

after that richmond then zhongkai n yin jie joined us. zhong kai n yin jie pang seh kias, they nv ate lunch with us, ownself eat at rivervale mall there -.-

then we went back amk hub n wei lin arrived n watch indiana jones. i felt asleep at like last 20 minutes LOL. then we wanted to play pool but it was full so then the rest just pei me n yin jie have our dinner, well 7 people waiting for us, richmond went home earlier to have his dinner though. stupid yin jie bring me back to the place where we had our dinner like a weeks ago before then n we then left the restaurant without ordering when they placed tables n chair for us, damn paiseh sia. then while eating yin jie tell me that jolin hair keep dropping on his food i at there LOL. then we went home after that.



well i didnt complete this post on the other day cuz i dont have the time, so i can only complete it now LOL.

24/05

12 am cabbed to boat quey with shengkai n meet others n had drink at blue dolphin pub. the pub was quite alright, i was like super-high though lol, i still remember what happened throughout. so hr n others do wad i know n can think still. i drank so many cups of martell + coke. i know after i drank alot n was almost drunk, i oso know that taiying pour for me very less martell n force me drink cuz i think she scare i drunk LOL but like i said i know what happened throughout.

then shengkai oso drunk drunk like that, anyhow spill beans of what he shouldnt say to saykiat n then i ask him go home with me to try to cover up he at there so reluctant n keep hinting -.- so in the end around 5 am me n shengkai cabbed home n then 4 of us, zi liang, karsan, shengkai n me are on phone conferencing about what shengkai did n planned what to do.

well then slept around 830 am n woke up at 2.20 pm like that then straight go out cuz karsan told me to go hougang 684 cuz zi liang n saykiat wan settle things le lol. then so therefore the both of us cabbed there n reached first then following by zi liang then say kiat then a few others. well eventually the problem is solved with peace la, no fights or wad la. then we slack throughout the day at hougang till like 8 pm all go home like that then i took bus 159 to amk hub to meet valentino.

around 8.30 pm i pei valentino go food court n eat his dinner then we went to cathay cinema to buy 2 tickets for Indiana Jones at 11.15 pm. n we then play billiard for 1 hour plus. was feeling kinda emo for a expected reason so i cant play well cuz i dont have any mood, just shooting without aiming the ball, no feel at all n eventually first round i could win valentino with pure luck n 2nd round i lost to him cuz i dont have any luck.

then we watched indiana jones n i dont really have the mood to watch it, i m like so distracted thinking about things. the movie is quite good though. well think later i going to catch again with jian rong n hope that i can watch with a normal mood n not an emo mood. it makes me feel so tiring harping on some stuffs that i dont know if it has any ending or wad. n guess i m both mentally n physically tired n i think i shouldnt think too much for now n next time. my courage are getting lesser n lesser each day passes n everytime she dao me haiz. the feeling of being a failure..

n sorry to jianrong n etc if i didnt organise the movie good later on since i dont really have the mood now, not sure about later. i m really so sian n dont feel like doing anything except just for sleeping throughout my life n dont wake up at all but i know that's impossible.

22/05

second life during tutorial isnt that fun though, it's kinda easy n lame n time-consuming n patience is tested. trial n error n guessing are used alot. my group is the 2nd to break the encryption keys rofl.

so after school, made up with jian rong, gao hui n yin jie then somehow saw wei hang at the 27 bus stop n all of us took the same bus home. oh ya i saw douglas kwok or wad one la, pervert + crapper + lamer friend who sit beside me n chit-chat with me every chinese lesson during Primary 5 in north spring. remember the old days he told me the old dirty jokes n we both can be like LOL so loud in class, n the both of us sit behind ashley n melissa n keep di siao siao them 2 LOL. i still can remember ashley keep saying douglas very pervert hahahaha. i didnt noticed him but he noticed me n first thing he ask is "eh...u the one p5 play neopets one right?" then i look at him at first i was @_@ then i suddenly remember he seems familiar n on bus i was searching my brain for info about him n found his name inside deep in my memories hahaha. he changed alot to become fatter oso, his look didnt really change that much though lol. he's in TP oso if i m not wrong, didnt chat with him much on bus. then during a bus ride i was like day-dreaming by looking outside the window, then on TPE my whole body jumped up suddenly when i saw a flying insect which is silver colour n he's standing on the window, however on the other side. then weihang who sit beside me n gao hui n jian rong n yinjie were like looking at me n laughing at me LOL. well i m afraid of insects n bugs n especially those strange + er xin + flying insects.

then reached home n took a bath, then went to meet karsan n took train with him to city hall. we had kui-sine bowl as our dinner, 17 people were there as it was say kiat birthday. well the food isnt that nice, cuz maybe eat till sian or wad liao. DONG DONG DONG..123 blablabla i n mat got both of the special time occasion hahahaha. alaska crab is still the best n my favourite in the kui-sine bowl. still remember the last time i eat was with ju xian n some others n that was like months ago, we were sadded because we didnt managed to get the special crayfish hahaha, n the both of us were like the next to get one zzz but it ran out on our turn lol.

then most of us trained back home after that. n that's the end of the day. n yawnz, gotta wake up at 9.30 am later, friday susposedly no need go school one, cuz of stupid vesak day now i got 2 make up lectures at 2 - 4 pm. but my classmates wan to do the stupid communication skill project n therefore we memeting at 11 am -.- damn sian @_@

well one month for one month, i nv see any sms from her... wad should i do? should i sms or wad... i really dont know. n oso one month more to school re-open after term break.. which is oso my birthday, yawnz.

school is just as usual for today. looking forward for tomorrow second life game n teacher told us that we would be using that game as to do a tutorial on cryptography for us to try to decrypt those ciphertext and win those stages.

after school, 4 pm, i went TP library to find jr, then the both of us cabbed to AMK hub. we waited awhile for wei lin to join us, then we slacked at the arcade at AMK hub 4th floor, beside the cathay cinema there while waiting for zhongkai n some others to join us. our main objective was to join the food race game for the 4 of us. katie n gladys then join up with us soon after we in arcade for like 20 minutes while quek zhong kai was still the late comer.

while me n wei lin was playing a game that use some pad to hit a plate disc n goal, a mentally illness boy jump out n scared all of us. feel so pity for the boy sia, he at there keep happily playing wei lin pad n keep throwing at me while our game is carry on, then at there like very fun. but sad for his mom n him, so young yet got this kind of sickness sia... we didnt eventually blame him or his mother for disturbing us cuz some people dont have choice but they born out with some mental illness.

then after like 1/2 hour, zhongkai finally arrived. then when we leave the arcade, saw the mental illness boy's mom, then she at there keep looking at the 6 of us n abit like emo-ing n smiling, from my view i think she's envious of us been in normal state. i really feel abit pity for her sia from her expression.

then we went to nebo club beside the arcade there n the 4 of us joined the nebo race. me n jr signed up a s a new 3 years nebo membership for $20 each n the race $5 for each person. then we walk walk around AMK hub for awhile then the 6 of us were like waiting for seats at ichiban sushi for our dinner for like an hour. we waited at like 7 pm n got our seats at like 8 pm lor, after we sat down valentino finally called us back after i spammed him like 6 calls ++ i think n he joined us dinner after he got released from work.

we crapped / bullshit / lame / chit-chat for like so long till 9.15 pm ++ then shortly after that we all went home. took bus 88 n changed to 109 home since i m lazy to walk to bus 159 bus stop n take the bus alone home.

STUPID POLY LIFE IS SO STRESSFUL! just finished one of my 4 projects which i susposedly need to pass up later. yawnz, now i still have 2 more tutorials havent do yet, i think i just skip that stupid DCNK homework since teacher dont checks n tomorrow i just find a way to avoid him checking by just showing n delaying him with the stupid project i just did -.-

n later there's CMaths1 Test, gotta do CMaths1 tutorial n study abit for stupid CMaths test now. THIS WEEK IS GOING TO BE A BUSY WEEK FOR ME, NEED TO COMPLETE OTHER 3 PROJECTS IN THIS WEEK! CMSK1, BITS N CARC UP NEXT TO CLEAR THEM THEN AFTER NEXT WEEK IT'S HOLIDAY! n later after school 4 pm going to AMK hub with wei lin, jian rong n zhongkai to sign up for some amazing race?

http://www.nebo.sg/Common/MyHome.aspx?nickname=thequest

that's the stupid race.

and planned to go out again at saturday or sunday to cut my hair once again with yin jie at far east plaza again -.- yawnzzz so packed week -.- how i hope next week n this week faster end so i can have my 1 month term break lol. n stupid 1st day the school start after the term break ends is my birthday. for years finally this year my birthday is on school days -.-