ex-BTH people / BTH people are always a ljl, always lend money then money not back. dont wan to mention name la... many ljls la, that's it. totally pissed when i think, all no money automatically go take from me, then i lend liao wont automatically return then pray i forget or what one. so now i going to start chasing money liao. no more owing for money for many ljls, i dont wan to be scammed anymore n i not going to trust most of them easily. u know who u r, n once again that someone wan to scam me again -.-" that pisses me, a leopard will not change its spot. he scammed me once n now i give him a chance again to trust him so he comes take advantages of it, now i m not going to just be there doing nothing but chase back all my money.

jordon still owe me the graphic card $150. -> haiz
eben still owe me the 700m which is $450. -> haiz
saykiat still owe me $$$ oso. -> ya ah fat can be trusted though n very automatically sometimes so i wont worried so much

still got many rest la, dont wan to say name liao. lend money = problems la

so easy to lend my money out to friends
so hard to get back my money from them
so easy for them to automatically find me to lend money
so hard for them to automatically return me my money
so easy for my balance to keep decreasing from lending money
so hard for my balance to goes up by taking back my money
so easy for them to have naive thinking that money is easy to earn for them
so hard for me to think and plan how do i earn money instead of dreaming only
easy outgoing of money n hard incoming of money n i getting abit stress over it!

-wrote by sky (haha i ownself write this poem one la, i just write it randomly, giving my thoughs/feelings/etc shits)


and xie chao last week called me automatically to tell me he going to return me my $100 le, makes me so happy. but now he said tuesday return me but i think he n me forget le, think next few days i call him ba.

shengkai also like my situation la, money always out, money always not back in. very zzz. stop lending money from me u all fkers, cuz i not going to lend most of u. i lend lend lend till my bank now no $$ liao, think left less than 1k to use for myself zzz. n now my parents never even give me daily allowance so i really poor liao la!!!!!!!!!!! stress LOL.

n today my lessons sucks. basic IT security teaching history of the past internet how it comes n how the encryption in the past is like. zzz.. -.- n other lectures are kinda bored as well. n i thought this week has no lab so i didnt go for 2 of my lab course which today have, zzz... 1 more time absence = GGed -.- only a Pass grade most, n i aim high la. sian. n then i almost pon a tutorial oso, i thought oso dont have, luckily i follow my classmates after leaving classroom, so we got communication shits tutorials n it's kinda boring too. I ONLY WAN TO LEARN MY BITS, CARC, DCNK la, not like the BITS shit history ok? i going sleep now, so freaking tired, this few days or almost a week since friday i been sleeping like 2 - 5 hours daily. so today i going to sleep more!

n wow www.google.com.sg just changed their logo rofl.

how can i be a hongster when i cant remove the girl that is current in my heart! so what should i do zzz...? maybe to wait longer, time tells everything maybe.

等待
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变(what can i do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me change)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手
但你说
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i
我不能只是be your friend
i just can't be your friend

我猜你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变(what can i do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me change)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手
但你说
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i
我不能只是be your friend
i just can't be your friend

我不能只是做你的朋友

that's currently what i m feeling