Friday, April 25, 2008

你看起来不太开心谁困扰了你
让你的眼神看来有些悲哀
有多严重你和他之间
到了不可收拾的局面了吗
我看起来也不太好我当然知道
因为你的表情让我很心疼
你不了解我和你之间
只是爱上了不爱我却又在乎(他)的人
只是爱上了不爱我却又在乎(他)的人
应该挑拨你和他我想这是最好的时机
只是当你哭着说你还爱他不忍离开他
我竟努力扮演你和他之间的和事佬
应该劝你离开他可是我怎么也做不到
因为当你笑着说我最好了是你知心朋友
我不敢也没勇气告诉你别把我当朋友
想做你的情人想做你的情人 oh....

5566 - 挑拨

那一年默默无言
只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经不再精彩
你害怕结局所以拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的美好未来你坚决不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排我难过的是放弃你放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀
我以为是成全
你却说你更不愉快我难过的是忘了你忘了爱
尽全力忘记我们真心相爱
也忘了告诉你
失去的不能重来

5566 - 我难过

i only like 5566 first album haha. old songs, i remember these songs was release when i was sec 1, early sec 1. this 2 songs give me a very nostalgic feeling. i remember 我难过 was played during my sec 1 orientation, n a class was singing this song. then one guy go upstage n give flowers haha. n that time is also the time i like a girl so much. haha but it's the past n i dont feel anything for her now.

i only like 2 girls since my secondary life till now, n i remember that when this song was played, she was sitting beside me, okay she's my councillor for sec 1 orientation camp hahaha. n she n me were paying attention listening to the song, i remember she likes chinese song like i do too cuz i asked her before. but well i didnt contact her for years n thinking back to the olden days from the very beginning of my secondary life really gives me that nostalgic feeling. i really enjoy my sec 1 and 2 life, problem arises n the most growing up stage of me n my friends. the bonds of us is strong, n we faced many obstacles.

i even remember that during sec 1 n sec 2, during exam when we have our seats arranged, xie chao, me, jeremy, chuekman, jingyuan, yinjie, weilin will always seat behind. then we always play like mad n then start beating each other, n i m always the one that got bullied. n that period i remember we dislike jian rong LOL, cuz he's a bao tou kia la HAHAHA. everything we do he bao tou to mr raffi LOL, i still remember he chairman when we sec 1. but since sec 2, jian rong became one of us n mr raffi keep saying about his changes i remember LOL. he join us to play like madness n he never bao tou us le, like when got fights in class he never bao tou, arbo something do wrong also never bao tou. he also seat behind us n i remember that there's a day that we playing soccer in class. then jeremy was doing heading n then it hit the fan n made the fan spoil, then we all very brother, we all share the money together to pay for the fan. haha. n i like the few of us, when one of us got punished, no matter if it's one fault, or not our fault, when mr raffi want to knows the truth n no one owe up, mr raffi will either push the blame to us, if not he threaten the whole class n jeremy, me, chuekman, xie chao, wei lin, yin jie will always stand up n take the blame even if it's our or not our fault. we are really united. i miss that period very much haha. i still remember that mr raffi oso crap with us about feng shui LOL, cuz yinjie n xie chao keep talking about feng shui cuz raffi want to change our seats n we dont wan LOL.

n sec 1 i remember i hate jason goh very much, fought with him in school many times, quarrel with him many times, even we same primary school but i dislike him since primary school, i remember i made him cried during i p6 because he was like snatching my friend's basketball for no reason n i wanted to snatch back n i accidentally broke his nail n he start crying that his mom would found out that he stay back after school n will kanna whack n i was at there LOL with another friend. but since sec 1 he become very bad, very defiance towards teacher. n still make valentino smoke n join gangs, then when valentino n jason found out they join gang by raffi, i remember our class were like called up altogether n the 2 of them standing infront of class, forced by raffi he ask every of us go infront of them to tell them that "i hate you" something LOL, n i remember many girls cried when they are forced to do that. but well i was like "i hate you lol" n jeremy, xie chao nv say n mr raffi was very angry.

i still remember during sec 1 we have kwok jia jun, we called him air pork haha, because that period there's a famous ba kua store call air pork n it was on commercial, then he's a cry baby. when we keep calling him air pork he will cry. then he very jia lat la, make him abit cry le, then very act on first day orientation LOL, then we always sabotage in voting every time, i remember when votes come we all like "JIA JUN JIA JUN JIA JUN..." n it's really lol when teachers ask us to raise our hand, our whole class raise up. then one time he emo till cry n say "not fair one we always sabo him", that was during the national day model participation when eunice n jia jun were selected. however i another guy tio sabotage one la, when they need more participants i remember after jia jun, i m the next name that's been called "ken yong ken yong ken yong..." n i was like "NOOOOOOOOOO!" so i really miss the old days la, especially when we in sec 1 n 2.

i like the days in sec 1 n 2 that we daily will stay back after school n play soccer, basketball, lion dance, walk around the school, playing catch around school, hide and seek, stay back to slack at class, designing class for events. those days were very fun n happy la, really such like a carefree life haha. we did many lame things, especially the few of us, me, jeremy, chuekman, xie chao, yin jie, we can lame till we stay back after school n edit the songs lyrics of 5566 - shou hou LOL. then we named ourself after 5566 n that's really funny la, i remember i was given the name xie zhi, xie chao was called xiao dao LOL n he should be da dao instead. those olden days think back we seems very childish n lame la, but really it's the most happy n enjoyable days of my life i think. not like now everything is so like standaralised. everyone have their own life n own principle for living, in the past we have common things to do n share haha. everything changed when we went sec 3, our class was mixed n some friends that we had strong bonds with went to different class. xie chao promoted to express still haha. then we had also one of the largest school conflicts in school between the 2 class n friends, we sec 2 n 1 so unite n we fought each other over me n yip chun problem.

thinking back at sec 3 i regret for not preventing the fight from been occur la, haha n i remember when the problem arises, i was so angry at sec 3c, (another class) when i leave their class i use my fist n punch their backdoor till there's a hole on their backdoor. rofl. i think if i didnt release my anger at the door but release at yip chun he might went hospital with his bone break or what. n almost the whole sec 3 we didnt communicate with another class n having cold war till sec 3 end like that. haha but at least now in TP most of us still in same school. but most of us changed, including me i think haha.

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