22/07

had my CARC presentation. kinda hate my CARC group leader because he sucks. he has some mental problem i guess. he keeps going like "wah lao i solo all one lor", "wah lao these all i do one lor" and i m seriously like "wtf didnt i do researches on software n the powerpoint slides?" he solo-ed all the reports by writing out with the information we researched on, i solo-ed the powerpoint slides n changed the background to his liking for a few times (that i need to keep resending him the ppt file that is like 2 mb large when i was playing dota n so). i do the editing in his report to fix his careless typo mistake n spelling mistakes n he thinks that he's that great to solo all which i dont think so.

n the thing he pissed me more is that he blames me for not editing well when it's not really my job, it's another group member work n he asked me why i didnt check well while i dont even have the other informations about hardwares n so, just only software so how the hell do i check?

n he made a mistake himself, he pushes to me. in report he put 160 gb hitachi hard disk to be used, n for the slides i did an copy + paste off from his report to do the presentation slides. so there will be absolutely no wrong for me to use what 160 gb HDD, then he told me "i thought we using 80 gb HDD, u go anyhow edit issit?" when i dont even know what's the real hardware for the HDD we are using, so how the hell m i going to edit when he sends me the report he did n i just copy n paste from his report. it's obviously his own mistake to put in 160 gb for the report n he said he wan to use 80 gb HDD. n i told him "i m just editing yr typo mistake of yrs n some of the software applications on the report" n i did send to him to check if anything needs to be edited.

n he keeps mumble like someone who is just out from mental hospital that "this all is all i do one lor" n i really sian of the mentally illness classmate of mine. hope that next semester or future years i dont get team up with him LOL because he would try to steal credits that all the work are done by him LOL. he is somehow a perfectionist probably, especially on the background which pissed me abit off when the background colour i need to change for him like almost 10 times n those background colours arent much difference. n he goes like "hmm it's fine for now the background" then an hour later tell me "eh change the background to something else" when i m busying doing something else.

n ok during PRSP lab is a madness. my classmates have the thought thinking that i m some nerd that i "play with java programming" at home. n i was like "hmm..i m just a prodigy in programming" LOL cuz i dont even run my jGrasp or think java programming beside doing PRSP assignment n on lab n lectures. it's just that i m a fast learner n i can think out of the box, nothing great. i solve PRSP tutorial questions like solving A maths question, step-by-step basis. nothing great.

1. Analyse the question criteria
2. Think how my brain thinks step-by-step
3. Program it out on somehow same as how my brains think step-by-step
4. There the program is out

it's just that u need to pay more attention to lessons, understand what the codes are used for. think out of the box how can the codes be used. practice more on yr java programming if u arent a fast learner or programming prodigy like me =X i seriously have no time to waste on "playing with java" at home than reading interesting articles about the world, hacking articles, playing dota, reading CCNA chapters, chatting, BITS project. there's like so much things for me to do n why should i even "play java" like a nerd. HAHA probably they are just jealous of me LOL. or probably learning some basic ASM language helped me to understand alot easier (which i dont really thinks so beside thinking on how the programs data flows) or probably past bit by bit ASM scripting improves or gives some experience for me on how should i code those program (probably abit) but seriously java has like nothing much to link with ASM beside initialize a variable n giving variable some values. syntax? codes? totally different. programming style? very different. so therefore i concluded that ASM only helps abit but not much.

n come on some other of my classmates do learn Visual C++ n those codings are more similar to java programming, but they arent doing better than me. this does prove one thing that it isnt the ASM language is helping me, but it's the mental attitude for studying that pays, the attentiveness n craveness for knowledge.

ok going to sleep now. it's 1.31 am now @_@ so freaking tired. n the gao hui keep asking me CARC software things -.- n i susposed i cant help him anymore cuz i m so freaking tired. my eyes now are @_@