seriously i always have no mood to do my projects, study e-module CCNA and so whenever i m at home. i only have the mood to study n do school work when i am at school only. i think i m always tired when i m at home.

hmm i love the freshness of "almost recovering" running nose n recovered-running nose, because always a day or so after recovering, i feel afresh n renew life. i like the fresh feeling..... it's like the peace feeling, heaven, no stress at all.

next monday i need to pass up DCNK project, n need to wear formals to do presentation yawnzz.... then after next week, BITS n CARC project. then all comes the lab test n so, n when will i have the time to complete my 11 chapters for CCNA, i havent even started n 80% passing marks, how m i going to get that score in like studying in 3 weeks for that, i wan to stay on the CCNA track. i dont wan to fail my DCNK lecturer who put high hopes on me. yesterday he told me 1:1 during lab that he will aim me for hard questions because he sees potential in me, maybe he sees me to be one of the potential future PNIE certificate holder haha. so i dont wanna fail my CCNA, failing CCNA = no CCNP = no PNIE :(

i seriously dont have much time left! packed full with projects n upcoming exams n tests, but here i m always not worried n have no mood to study during at home, after school i feel so tired. what should i do!

friday to sunday might be an off day for me, but again i m packed on those days. lets see

friday -> Cyber & Digital Security Day, hmm probably not really going to participate but my classmates hopes that i can join them for the dota game -.- n i have to meet my care person for some interview at 3-4 pm. 4 pm the event day starts till 7 pm or so. so the time i have is probably just morning around 11 am - 1.30 am to do my DCNK project since more or less during night i will have no mood n most probably only dota or do some other slack stuffs lol.

saturday -> haha maybe this is the day i can do my projects, hope so. but once again hope that i have the mood to do too! n hope yin jie dont ask me to go out on this day to suntec to collect the $50 voucher which i "helped" him won. well i "helped" him because few weeks ago at dhoby ghaut mrt station, i was crapping with him that i know one of the poster answer that is on the mrt station about government the Singpass feature or wad one. i told him the answer because i had a singpass account n saw that "answer" before on the site lol. so i was crapping to him n using his handphone to send n then during CARC lab just now he sms-ed me that he won so it's kinda lol because we didnt really expect to win.

sunday -> I GOING TO GET REAL ANXIOUS N WORRIED ON THIS DAY, "FREAKING HELL TML IS THE DEADLINE FOR DCNK PROJECT N PRESENTATION! HOW? WHAT TO DO? CHIONG AR!!!" n stay up overnight doing my DCNK project, skip the 1st few lecture like CMaths2 n CARC n dress formals (oh shit i dont have tie! n i donoe how to wear a tie -.-)

so this few weeks will be some crazy n rushing weeks for me, i used to think "i have all the time in the world" (haha i reversed what krishnan said: "you don't have all the time in the world") n now i going to change it temporaily "time is always running out!" if i ever need to say that.

i wan to be some potential guys for those people who expected to see from me (hah just like hancock saying that public speech to the people), my lecturers, classmates and so... if they look high on me, i will show them n not let them get upset. if they see low on me, they are eventually challenging me to show them. that's how i get spirit for doing good in my studies although i have one big obstacle which is, i m always lazy. n oh well, few years ago i read some books n articles about hackers attitude. most of them say "hackers attitude are lazy" so maybe i m borned to be one of the hackers haha.

just have this semester past please! n i checked i have just 2 subject module (not to include TP core module) for my next semester, that's like 4 module lesser. however i will have 2 CDS though. oh well but i think i wont be as stress as now though... hope that i can get into Psychology n World Issue for my CDS! those 2 i always have some passions for them since past. i like to think on how people think when i m like 4 years old, i always think like what people might be thinking on them, on me, n why m i thinking like that, y m i thinking of like every shits that has something related to psychology. and for World Issue, i have some passion for it ever since i read articles related to world like the deleption of resources n etc since i m 16 years old. so hope that i dont get into wrong CDS courses.