just back home like an hour ago. went to e-hub at downtown east after school immediately. reached downtown east there around 6.15 pm n i m the first to reach. then mei yun 2nd reached n one of her shoe spoil n she's so naggy bout her shoe.

then pei her go urbanmales since she wan to look for her shoe while waiting for vala, katie n wei lin to arrive. the 3 of them arrived at around 6.40 pm, which is the time when our movie started lol. well i guessed wrong, i thought it was n will be vala that is always late, but instead it turns out to be wei lin n he admitted it.

then after mei yun got her shoe after they arrived (since she's waiting for wei lin NP card for discount) we went for our movie, red cliff. the movie is great n nice, i like the story n the war battles, it's nice n tactical moves. the sad part is like what zhongkai n those yahoo.sg movie reviews said, we have to wait for part 2. n if part 2 is out i think i will watch it because it's real nice movie compared to the most recent movie i watched, hancock, n i can say it's like 5x better than hancock because hancock isnt nice but very average to me.

after movie we went arcade from like 9 pm till 10.20 pm then we leave there n took bus 89 to go hougang 401 say kiat father's coffee shop there eat, as usual the soap is still unavailable n i complained to say kiat a few times LOL n the milo powder is still like free as before, 2 - 3 full spoons that looks like a hill for 1 cup of ice milo, that it tastes so sweet n wonderful. n i can infer from that, that's why say kiat size is like that - FAT! (130 kg ++ i think). after that took bus 119 to CP n walked home.

so wad movie next? hellboy 2, batman? i watched hellboy 1 at channel 5 at sunday 7.15 pm so that i can eventually know what's part 1 about n i can watch hellboy 2 without any confusion (if the story is connected). so hope that soon i can catch hellboy 2 although i dont think hellboy 2 will be better than red cliff.

sucks that now i need to do CARC powerpoint presentation for my group...... n week 15 BITS project n CCNA exam, n so holy shit that i still havent even complete one chapter of my CCNA chapter, n it consist of 11 chapters. how m i going to finish it! i wan to score 80%.

ok my careperson told me on friday 1:1 interview/talk with him in school that the other lecturers see me as a fast learner (just like what most of nchs teachers told me too) but i dont think i can easily complete n master my 11 CCNA chapters within a week. maybe i m a fast learner like what others think about me but i dont think i can learn within that speed.. so what can i do? probably just do most memorising work n brief reading n pray that the questions out i know how to do n it's easy so i can get 80% of the MCQ exam questions (50 MCQ questions that's wad i heard from my lecturer) n pass n get to CCNA 2.0 LOL. hope that i can graduate with CCNA cert after i complete my diploma, n there's up to CCNA 4.0 so it's kinda stress for me lol.

now i just need more confidence in myself (although i am always confident in my studies) to complete my projects n finish CCNA test, do good for my BITS lab on week 15 too, n CARC lab on week 16 or so n PRSP assignment on week 17 n exam on week 18 or 19 or something near that lol. but too much confidence in myself always lead to complacent, thats what i know about myself after analysizing me myself. that's wad i think about myself. i dont have time for my projects n shits but i m there still wasting time everyday, playing dota, watching movies, going out, sleeping, taking naps, online chatting n bullshitting n crapping. as always i m lazy n complacent in everything i do. however the 2 flaws havent really knock me down yet on any situations, even in o level i m like that but just as expected by myself that i would at least score 14 - 16 for my O level, n i really did score 16 lol.

after this 1 month past, i think i can finally take a break n start borrowing the software reversing book from TP library n read the stupid hundreds of pages to upgrade my level of understanding of low level programming codes - assembly n debugging programs..

i think i m always not on the best of me in everything i do, i m too complacent in things i do, i believe i can put in more effort n put in the best of me but i m just too lazy to put efforts to do so. everything i do is just 10% - 30% effort been put in, studying n so.. i dont really remember or maybe i never even do 100% efforts in anything i do. probably the max effort i put in myself is just like 75% efforts of what i can do.